My Life.. My Story...

To Do List for 20/01/10

2010-01-19T05:58:00.000+08:00

To Do List for Wed (20/1/10)

1. Update resume and portfolio for Pico.
2. Pack / Tidy up wardrobe
3. Organize new room layout
4. Throw all the fucking junk away.
5. Go online and pay for the lost I/C shit.
6. Resist any urges to club.
7. Buy toto

Upcoming to do list once pay amount is known.

1. Give appointment letter to mum
2. Complete SIM application once pay amount is confirmed.
3. Do some accounting to see how much i can spend/save for new mac.
4. PROPERLY list down targets for 2010.

2010-01-15T05:16:00.002+08:00

I just wish my body isn't this weak. Please don't tell me my time is coming up.

2010-01-15T03:37:00.001+08:00

The mind is closing itself up.

2010-01-09T05:49:00.002+08:00

All i yearn for is just you and me living at Japan for a year. After that, I'll die in peace.

But however, all of us do not get what we want.

What lies underneath

2010-01-02T00:41:00.000+08:00

I sometimes wish I could live with my heart instead of my brain.

First, lets see how my brain perpetuates the past year's events and looks forward into 2010.

2010 is here. 2009 has gone. The history is irrelevant. Lets focus on what is up ahead. Fuck the talk, its hard work that counts.

1) Dec trip to Tokyo.
2) Sound System for my Civic by June.
3) Bust my ass out for work.
4) Close yourself up more. You don't need burdens to drag you anywhere else.
5) Affectionate feelings are redundant. Money and status is far more important than an insignificant form of emotion.

Now, here is how my heart looks at it.

Memories are everything that keeps in check my humanity. All of the happy times and all of the fun events. There are too many to name. However, I can vividly remember each and everyone of them. The heart has finally broken free of its previous rusted chains. It is now open and willing to accept new things. However, the brain is restricting certain levels and posing many restrictions. The heart hopes that it can finally be free from it and not be in a battlefield with the thoughts of the brain. Life is all about experiencing and living it all. It wants to help as many people as it could possibly do. Motivate and lift people from their darkest corners. However, solutions cannot be thought of just from the heart. It yearns a certain level of warmth. It also yearns a level of acceptance.

So how does these two combinations look forth in 2010? Personally, I sincerely hope that my old cheerful and carefree self of 2005/2006 will be back.

Now, what about my tattoos? It is definitely not done to show it off to other people and tell them that I do have one as well. No, and never will it be the case. The significance of these tattoos is in a more cynical way to remind myself and certain others that I am not really a good person. And I would never fit the image of a model student. The final artwork of my body tattoos will be to showcase and embed memories from my past to remind myself of all the things that I had done wrong. It is done to remind myself of certain events. I have always told myself that Life is all about taking chances. I would rather regret doing certain things rather than not doing it.

However, as I have grown older. I have come to realize that Events can change people. but people can never change events. Bearing this principle in mind, I have grown to be a little bit more cautious when it comes into doing certain high risk ventures. Control and knowing the limit is within the grasp of success itself. However, by doing that, I am giving up a part of what I really am to nowhere.

Thus, today, I stand here in the new decade fighting a battle between my heart, and my brain. What happens this year would really change and impact my life for the rest of its entirety. Now, will 2010 be kind enough to me? Or will this year bring me down to my knees. Lets check back in 365 days to see how it has been.

2009-12-25T15:49:00.001+08:00

I am beginning to detest humans as a whole.

2009-12-21T03:54:00.002+08:00

I want a crystal ball that tells me about my past and future.

NOW WHERE THE FUCK CAN I FIND ONE TO TELL ME WINNING TOTO NUMBERS!?

Body Auto mode

2009-12-20T02:48:00.000+08:00

My body has the uncanny ability to assume an Automatic mode whenever I am drunk. This mode is unique and special because it assumes of my excitable state of mind and personality and carries out actions which I would normally do. Thus, resulting in people thinking that I am not drunk but just high.

HOWEVER, the negative aspect of this would be with regards to my loss of memory of whatever events that has occurred.

Now THIS is a fucking interesting observation. I am proshit.com

My 5C's

2009-12-07T17:30:00.000+08:00

The original 5c's of Singapore are totally outdated.

Here's MY 5C's

C - Cooper
C - Citibank Platinum Card
C - Career
C - Condo
C - CASH!

My god, I am so gonna work my fuckin ass off for those.

2009-12-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

If you think that you have seen the most amazing things already, think again.

Unfortunately, the difference between looking at pictures and actually being there, are two fucking poles apart. Problem is, will we ever have time to finish viewing all of these magnificent beauties?

Then again, I realize, we are all fighting against the sands of time.

My inner self.

2009-11-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

My inner self?

I had been asked this question quite some time back.

Why have you not chosen someone, anyone at all?

I couldn't answer it. I thought i had. But then, I was wrong.

I began to wonder why or how could this happen. However, after a few sticks of Marlboro ice blast and a couple of coronas, everything kind of seemed quite clear to me.

I am gradually losing my ability to express my emotions out and also, my affectionate feelings embedded within me. No desire to hate, but more importantly, no desire to love. It is a rather sad occurrence which I have probably realized a little too late.

When was the last time that I have teared? Why am I laughing at sad scenes that would make most tear? Why can't I even express a simple motion of real affection?

What happened to me within these 2 years really has transformed me into something like a robot. Probably not even human anymore. How the hell can I reverse this form of expression and emotion? How do I return to what I was like 3 years ago? Sure, I still do not get sad or emotional. However, neither have I been truly happy or excited. Being locked up and bound down is seriously sucking every single second of life away from me.

I then realized that probably I am in a harsh predicament. I am becoming heartless. I am changing into another person with a fucking dark identity. I seriously miss the old and fucking cheerful self of mine. I fucking want it back badly. But I just can't change back just like that. Something is holding me back. But I still can't figure what the fuck it is. Whenever I am my cheerful self, something is fucking missing. Something is odd. Something is wrong.

I seriously think I should really find that feeling back within the next 2 years or it could be lost from me forever.

Fate and Destiny

Moving onto something which I feel that is a rather important issue, Fate and Destiny. I have seen several documentaries which made me seriously think about the end of the world and time itself. Why does everything have to end like that? Why can't we continue to live on and find out about the dynamic and limitless possibilities about our own world and even the universe? Why must we be slaves to certain organizations that are too ignorant and arrogant to their cause?

I believe that the answer to those questions above are down to a common answer. Money.

Why on earth do we require money to do the things that we really want? Well, working for our goals and dreams is definitely something that I agree with. However, why are we entrenched into the slavery of the dollar? It is becoming a vicious cycle where all of us are going to be consumed into its spiral and eventually doing whatever it takes to be an owner of huge amounts of it.

I always believe that we should live our lives to the maximum because we will never know what fate has in store for us. Who knows? We may die in the next second due to a sudden heart attack. We may all just perish suddenly under the supposed 2012 prophecy. But I will never ever bow down or give up on fate or even let it affect my destiny. Destiny would always be in our hands. I will always remember that even until the last second of my fucking breath.

Kindest Fucking Regards,
Mark.

2009-11-23T02:49:00.002+08:00

Ria Ritchie is the reason to why I still think UK chicks are still hotter than US sluts. Period.

2009-11-23T02:39:00.000+08:00

Living in the past is just like being in a fucking traffic jam. You've gotta fucking MOVE ON!

2009-11-20T04:13:00.001+08:00

Fuck. I had too much coffee and now I can't sleep. HOW TO WORK TOMORROW!?

Note to self

2009-11-18T15:43:00.001+08:00

Notes for JAN

1) Get my 3rd cross tattoo.
2) APPLY for RMIT
3) APPLY for my lost I/C
4) START to buy clothes for work
5) GET TANNER!

Damn I just have a fetish for stressing myself.

2009-11-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

Dear November,

Please be over soon.

Kindest Regards,
Mark.

2009-11-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

Oysters at Melbourne.
Lobsters at Sydney.
Mishima Beef at Yamaguchi.
O-Toro at Hokkaido.
Monkfish liver at Kyoto.
Bratwurst at Munich.
Beluga Caviar in Iran.
Sea urchin roe in Valencia.
Fish and Chips in Lancashire
Truffle Pizza in Naples.
Fettucini with cream sauce topped with a fried truffle egg in Sicily.
Tacos in Mexico.
Paella in Barcelona.
Mushroom swiss burger in New York.

Tell me something that tastes better than that.

Stars come out

2009-11-08T23:11:00.002+08:00

Stars come out.

Laying back on a beautiful saturday sunset along the beach with a corona on hand is absolutely the best form of relaxation one may get.

Places I wanna go to before I die.

2009-11-04T20:54:00.002+08:00

These are the places i wanna go to before I die.

1) Barcelona, Spain
2) Milan, Italy
3) Old Trafford, Greater Manchester, England
4) Malibu Beach, California, USA
5) Miami, Florida, USA
6) Easter Island, Chile
7) Phi Phi Islands, Thailand
8) Bali, Indonesia
9) Botswana Salt Flats, Botswana
10) Sao Paolo, Brazil
11) Paris & Burgundy, France
12) Athens, Greece
13) Hong Kong Island, Hong Kong
14) Cairo, Egypt
15) Munich, Germany
16) Holy See, Vatican City
17) Southern Islands, Singapore

Will I get to see all of them before I die? We shall see.

Crazy over tatts

2009-10-19T16:43:00.002+08:00

I am seriously obsessed in getting body arts recently.

This is the latest. I still have 3 more parts to go. That is, if I would be satisfied by what my original plan was.

The third part would be a cross connected with a rosary again on my chest across my shoulder. To create a trifecta effect, this will be the final part of the cross trio.

The fourth part would be with my angels wings at my back.

Finally, a mini background design connecting my trifecta together.

But then again, I may stop at just part 4.

Promise I'll be kind

2009-09-22T20:54:00.007+08:00

Promise I'll be kind.

I think I need to push myself to the ultimate limit.

Kanye the ultimate dumbass

Now I know that this is like last week's shit. But due to a fucking severe lack of time, I am only able to kao pei right now.

Talk about “Keep your nose out the sky, keep your heart to god, and keep your face to the raising sun.” and “Now I can let these dream killers kill my self esteem-or use my arrogance as steam to power my dreams!!!” - Well, what the fuck were you doing interrupting Taylor Swift?

He has officially been hated throughout even in his own black community! Even Obama calls him a jackass. Watch the below video if you don't believe that the coolest president in the world ever said that.

Talk about not winning grammy's. Yeah. The main reason that you haven't won any of those gramophones is cause your music sucks nigga!!!

You still have to rely on daft punk to even create a decent tune.

LADY GAGA

Talking about Lady Gaga, her attire(s) at the vma's were strangely just weird. If you wanna call it art well yeah maybe that would work among the straight eye for the queer guy and the sexually deprived demographics but IT is something that I can't get any nuts about. In short, I DO NOT GET IT!!!!!!

Anyways, her vma performance is arguably the best in the show's history. I love the blood for some reason.

Total Respect for my bitch.

Note to self

7 more months until this hell is gone. 3 more sessions till my art piece is complete. Its time to rise up again. Game on.

2009-09-06T05:33:00.001+08:00

Thank you for making me toned down.
Thank you for making me realize the mistakes that I have done.
Thank you for in a way, changing me into a better person.

Thank you.

Want list.

2009-08-21T01:00:00.002+08:00

These are the items on my wishlist.

1) DSLR Camera.
2) Mini Cooper
3) A blender
4) that AX shirt.
5) Trip to Bali
6) New loafers from Pedro
7) Hugo Boss wallet
8) A new MacBook PRO

All to be obtained once i tio toto.

WHICH NEVER FUCKING HAPPENED TODAY!

2009-07-28T00:44:00.001+08:00

Taken from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test47.aspx

Your Working Style

You are friendly, adaptable and a realist. You rely on what you see, hear, and know first-hand. You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you. You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any "should" or "must" of your own. You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts.
You solve problems by being adaptable, and often can get other to adapt, too. People generally like you well enough to consider any compromise you suggest. You are unprejudiced open-minded, and tolerant of most everyone-- including yourself. You take things as they are and thus may be very good at easing a tense situation and pulling conflicting factions together.

You are actively curious about objects, scenery, activities, food, people, or anything new presented to your senses. Your expert abilities in using your senses may show in:

a continuous ability to see the need of the moment and turn easily to meet it
the ability to absorb, apply and remember great numbers of facts
an artistic taste and judgement
the handling of tools and materials
With your focus on the current situation and realistic acceptance of what exists, you can be gifted problem solvers. Because you are not necessarily bound by a need to follow standard procedures or preferred methods, you are often able to see ways of achieving a goal by "using" the existing rules, systems, or circumstances in new ways, rather than allowing them to be roadblocks.
You make your decisions by using the logical analysis of thinking rather than the more personal values of feeling. Your thinking enables you to crack down when the situation calls for toughness, and also helps you grasp underlying principles. You learn more effective in actual situations than on written tests. Abstract ideas and theories are not likely to be trusted by you until you have been tested in experience. You may have to work harder than other people to achieve in school, but can do so when you see the relevance.

You do best in careers needing realism, action, and adaptability. Examples are engineering, police work, credit investigation, marketing, health technologies, construction, production, recreation, food services, and many kinds of troubleshooting.

You are strong in the art of living. You get a lot of fun out of life, which makes you good company. You enjoy your material possessions and take the time to acquire you. You find much enjoyment in good food, clothes, music, and art. You enjoy physical exercise and sports, and usually are good at these.

How effective you are depends on how much judgment you acquire. You may need to develop your feeling so that they can use your values to provide standards for your behavior, and direction and purpose in your lives. If your judgment is not developed enough to give you any character or stick-to-it-iveness, you are in danger of adapting mainly to your own love of a good time.

Suitable Careers

attorney
carpenter
coach
computer system analyst
construction worker
contractor
detective
emergency medical technician
engineer
entrepreneur
farmer
firefighter
management consultant
mechanic
military personnel
paramedic
performer
police officer
professional athlete
real-estate agent
sales representative
stockbroker
technician
transportation operator

Now I kinda disagree with most of the professions. But oh well.

2009-07-25T01:32:00.008+08:00

Tried this personality quiz at http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

and damn, its fucking true..

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

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Anyway, I've been looking through interior design books recently. For some reason, I am intrigued by my sudden craze over those books. Maybe its because some part of me has kind of regretted not venturing into interior design when i was younger. But even so, even if I had chosen that path, I may still be split over that.

Anyways, I have spent at least 4 hours trying to come up with a creative concept for the kitchen of my future home. It has to be something like the 2 photos here. But the 3rd picture has actually caught my eye with its 135 degree angle. It is a new design from Japan's Toyo Corporation with the concept of innovation and ergonomics in mind.

I like the above design the best but with the sink in the back station (the series of cabinets facing the wall like the one in the below picture.

The Toyo kitchen concept.

Without a doubt, the design has to have the essence of a show kitchen or in simpler words, teppanyaki style. I have always had an affection for such designs as it allows more interaction between my guests and me. In addition, it adds on to the dinner conversation and allows me to entertain my guests easily as I cook for them.

Having a nice evening to slack has also given me an avenue to even look at the main appliances that would go onto the countertop of it! Things like,

1) A Combi set from Miele which would take the stage

and it includes (from left) A plate warmer located at the end of the table instead of being together, a gas stove, 2 induction stoves and a teppanyaki flattop grill.

2) A combi-oven with a coffee maker above it

3) An integrated dish washer

DANG I am so gonna spend so much on my future house! AND I AM NOT YET DONE CHOOSING!!! AHH!!!!!

Anyways, Tired. So I shall sleep and continue tomorrow. kthxbye.

2009-07-16T04:38:00.002+08:00

I have thought of a menu and somehow i want to cook this for my friends.

Starter
Salmon Tartare

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Appetizer

Asparagus with pan fried scallops/prawns with a poached egg

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Main

Pan fried Chicken/Lamb Leg with morel sauce with a rocket salad

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Dessert

Classic Tiramisu

This will happen soon enough.

Easy Yet Complicated.

2009-07-15T16:58:00.002+08:00

The love is gone. Right now back at my shack after an awesome Summer Rain and a fantastic laid back lazy afternoon, it is time to do what I have wanted to do for a long time.

MAMBO @ ZOUK!

In a few hours time, the amazing choreography of I heard a rumor and never gonna give you up will boggle up my mind into an euphoric trance of oldies hits.

Then now comes to a random thought of mine, when will this stone cold heart finally warm up and accept an undeniable burden called love?

Well, I have actually been asked that but in a more casual way. To be honest, I only know to the present answer, not yet. But then again, when will it be ready?

Lets think of it as the day when I strike my toto.

2009-06-20T00:26:00.000+08:00

I'm getting crazy over British rock and adult contemporary now.

FUCK! I am getting old. FUCK!

Fats are bad

2009-06-14T23:36:00.001+08:00

I need to go on a crash diet. Period.

So what have you done to your life?

2009-06-07T16:53:00.002+08:00

"There is nothing that really changes, there is nothing that really ends. It's hard to admit, but that is reality. One season ends, and another season begins."

Regrets and Youth

I have been thinking about quite a few things recently. However, there is one thing that I just cannot stop thinking about. That is, the things that I would always and probably regret not doing in my younger days.

Because of the fact that I am older now, I cannot afford to screw things up with any wrong decisions, etc. Looking back, there was so many things that I could have done and reaped the wonderful memories and experiences from it. One, in particular, would probably be my decision to not stay in Tokyo and have my teenage years there. True, I will be separated from my parents and I would be someone other than the current me. I wouldn't have the life I am having now and the success with my working life. But I just can't help but to think, what would happen if I had stayed there.

It is quite ironic that I will say the same thing if I had chosen to stay there and wonder why didn't I just follow my parents and go back to Singapore. However, I do feel that Life itself is contradictory.

To experience the four seasons, a different type of lifestyle, to gain new experiences and knowledge would be the main reasons to my desire to stay there. I have reiterated my point of experiencing the four seasons before I die as one of my goals in life. Truly experiencing the world and life at its fullest. To be honest, I cannot stand lazing around and doing nothing at home or at my current workplace. Life by itself has given us only so much time to experience everything and do anything that we want to do. To be honest, I really want to just give everything up and just tour around the world once I am done and have a feel of what is it like in other countries and in their shoes. How does it feel like in the winter break or summer holidays. How does it feel like to travel to the countryside in Hokkaido and Osaka and live amongst the farmers. The smell of fresh flowers and the forest air in the morning. There are just so many things that one can do in this world. But then again, having such a limited span of life does indeed give us the cognitive thought process of treasuring every single thing around us. Unfortunately, I can't help but wonder, how many of us really do so.

I have always been afraid of death and how it closes the chapters of people's lives. I wonder what would happen to us when we die and what would occur in the afterlife. Many beliefs of reincarnation together with the heavens and hell of the spirit world do boggle our general beliefs, depending on which religion you are in. Even though I want to believe that all of us go through an incarnation process that destroys our memories from our former lives when we are reborn, I however, somehow believe that we live life only once. That would be my basis of one of my life's principles, "life is short, JUST WHACK!"

To be honest, I could never see the point in living if you are not allowed to do what you want and kept in a cage like a bird. Not wanting to do anything and just simply lazing around is also another attribute that I truly loathe. Perhaps some people have forgotten the miracle and the splendor of life itself and how it creates, shapes and moves others with the impact that has been brought from it. Perhaps some people have taken it for granted and could not care less if another is born or dies. I feel that somehow, such people are rather short sighted in a way that they do not realize that when another life is born, it may even change the chapters of your story and create a new you.

One is a 3 letter word. All is also another 3 letter word. but why just merely one cannot do a significant change but all can make or break this world that we are living in? True, there have been some that has constantly strived to change the world for better or for worse individually. However, how much did they really change? An example would be with the Kyoto Protocol that was signed in Japan to deal with the environmental outbreak. All but the United States signed the treaty at that meeting. However, even though the rest managed to keep their carbon emission levels to a low, the world is still suffering from a raging increase in temperatures together with the extinction of fauna and flora species with every passing day.

It is an extremely sad case whenever we are not able to appreciate the beauty of certain species that the world has created for us. To admire and praise others species is something which is not commonly found in the minds of the powerful homo sapiens. To dominate the world as the true supreme specie is a greed instinct bestowed among mankind. However, what is the point of being the kings of the jungle if the jungle is going to be a living hell someday? I just do not see the point.

So then again I go back to my chain of thoughts. What do I want to do with my life? Pray down to destiny and see where it takes me? or grab my own fate with my two hands and live by my own rules. I chose the latter where I desire to taste, feel, smell, hear and witness the world as it spins around. Probably till then, I would die happily. Until then, death is something that I am prepared to fight against with everything that I have got.

2009-05-28T19:29:00.001+08:00

For some reason I feel that I never do cherish anything good that happens in my life. Probably that is part of my sadistic nature. Interesting.....

The Last Supper...

2009-05-28T17:57:00.003+08:00

I have been wondering for quite some time. What would be your last meal before you die?

Thinking hard and through, and after asking quite a number of people about it, I was quite appalled that their answers are those of simple fare and comfort food. Dishes like Hokkien Mee, Fishball noodles, Curry chicken and Chili crab all comes to mind. I guess it comes to show that elaborate and fancy cuisines like foie gras and lobster are not even in their top 10 even amongst the wealthy.

For myself basically, the one and only thing I would just love to have is purely a simple and good plate of Hainanese Curry Rice consisting of Braised Pork, Omelette, meat loaf and not forgetting the stewed cabbage topped with a generous amount of thick curry on rice. It is pure simplicity and flavor at its best.

Then comes another question. What are your favorite meats, vegetables, etc.? I could not help but to endlessly question myself this as I have been talking about food at work recently. Food is something of a passion. For some reason, I am willing to spend loads of money just purely on food alone. Just for the amazing experience and the powerful sensation of flavors bursting out in your tastebuds.

So, what would be your last meal before you fuck off from this world??

Fly Away.

2009-05-26T00:12:00.002+08:00

For some reason, this would probably be the most beautiful song ever composed.

"When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
SIlver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
ohh...
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

and so the beautiful melody goes....

The Great Singapore Sale 2009!!!!!

2009-05-24T19:11:00.007+08:00

What time is it?

YES!! FINALLY THAT FUCKING TIME OF THE YEAR HAS ARRIVED ONCE AGAIN! Fuck the economic recession. This season is truly one Singaporean favorite where fat and grumpy aunties push and squeeze through like typical Singaporeans just to get the best bargain! It is also a time where female boutique shops like Zara and Mango's staff members fantasize about killing almost every person that walks through that entrance door given that they mess up the tidily folded clothes that are on display and make them feel like some pasar malam store with a high class setting.

Now, I need to set aside REAL cash for a To-Buy list before 21st July ends.

1) NEW LAPTOP SPEAKERS!

2) CLOTHES!

3) Nigga BLING

4) Still my fucking tattoo which DUE to unforseen spending circumstances, I have failed to save up for.

5) THE SIMS 3!

I shall not be greedy this year but yeah, My job's salary is fucking pathetic. Too used to the pre-mindef lifestyle. Fortunately, the countdown has already started and its just a mere 33 x 10 + 4 days.

IT SHALL BE OVER IN 10 CYCLES! =D

Aspirations..

2009-05-18T23:35:00.003+08:00

I have always wanted to be a musician since I was a child. However, that dream has become too far fetched and unconventional in the current society that is Singapore. Everyone wants to live life to the fullest and at least accomplish some of their dreams. However, realistic conditions would undoubtedly crash all hopes for the sake of survival and money.

Its kind of sad if you know you are going to die not becoming at least something that you have always dreamt of becoming.

But then again, thats life. We can only envy and fantasize.

Wise words from the nigga

2009-05-11T18:24:00.003+08:00

Rants and thoughts of the "Insert Number here" Months

Well well well, just when my grand plan to get my tattoo is almost completed, I have screwed myself up by losing my wallet. GOOD GAME!

Anyways, putting that aside, today was a real good day given that I have enjoyed a pleasurable LAZY afternoon.

Listening to the following songs really kicks up my mood and every single thought just disappears just for that instance.

-> Corrine May - Fly Away
-> Binoculars - Deep
-> Telepopmusik - Believe
-> Augustana - Boston
-> Keane - Somewhere We Belong
-> Melee - Built To Last
-> Lene Marlin - Sitting Down Here
-> O.A.R - Shattered (Turn The Car Around)
-> Oasis - Little By Little
-> One Republic - Stop & Stare

and these are just a few of them. =]

Just pure relaxation at its best. What's missing??

FUCKING CORONA! I have gone out after drinking 2 bottles during the MANCHESTER UNITED MATCH =D Man United won 2-0 by the way. However, I have some displeasures over what is happening there now. I do not understand why do they not want to keep Tevez? He is a wonderful player and a prodigy that have sparked up the South American leagues before he even got to England.

Anyways, that shall be decided by the Gaffer and the board themselves.

Have been playing Fifa 09 for the past week and boy have I got better and better. Made a mini "DREAM" team of my own. Lets see who we have for the first team.

Ben Foster ( Will replace with Iker Casillas damn soon)

Rafael
Rio Ferdinand
Nemanja Vidic
Fabio

Cristiano Ronaldo
Michael Carrick
Lionel Messi

Carlos Tevez

Wayne Rooney
Zlatan Ibrahimovic

Subs
Owen Hargreaves
Johnny Evans
Fredrico Macheda
Anderson
Nani
Patrice Evra
John O Shea

Shit man. I think I am too into Soccer. Too bad my colleagues are mainly Lousy Liverpool fans. So yeah.

Quotes

Been crazy over metaphorically related quotes. Well, here are some, out of which a few I have thought of over the days.

"There is not a thin line between love and hate. There is --- in fact --- a Great Wall of China with armed sentries posted every 20 feet between love and hate."

“Bros before hos, man.”

“Everybody lies.”

"I've found that when you want to know the truth about someone that someone is probably the last person you should ask."

"Like I always say, there's no 'I' in team. There's a 'me,' if you jumble it up."

"Lies are like children: they’re hard work, but it’s worth it because the future depends on them."

"No, if you talk to God you're religious. If God talks to you, you're psychotic."

"Thing is, hope’s for sissies."

"People don´t change."

"Never is just reven spelled backwards."

"Well, like the philosopher Jagger once said, 'You can’t always get what you want.'"

"If I was kidding I'd be dressed like you"

"I can be a jerk to people I haven't slept with. I am THAT good."

"Slutty party girl is fun until she pukes on her shoes -- then she's just a pain in the ass."

"His wife arranged it as an anniversary present. And if you ask me, if two people really trust each other, a threesome every seven years might actually help a marriage."

"It's not what you think! I know it looks like we're washing dishes, but we're actually having sex."

"Everything sucks. Might as well find something to smile about."

Well, Thats the end. Till next time, whenever that may be...

Empty frames with a sincere smile?

2009-03-22T20:43:00.004+08:00

The sincere smile?

"Now, am I really smiling? "

- Mark thinking back after spending a wonderful lazy sunday afternoon..

So what's next?

Well, lazy old me has not updated since last year due to my happenings and tight schedules at THE ISLAND. Constantly not being free with their schedules is a rather big pain in the ass compared to working full out at Pico.

Well, it is going to be 4 months from the last entry and I have come to think about what am I going to do next? I am still caught up in a dilemma on whether I should just work back at pico or to pursue my studies first. Either way, it has its defining pros and cons.

But probably I shall decide it in an extremely risky manner: a flip of the coin.

There is quite a lot that I would like to actually mention. But in order to be politically neutral, I shall smoke a joint before I decide to do anything.

Time has been passing a little bit too fast for my liking.

Ne-Yo - Empty Frames

Hmmm

I can feel the raindrops
slowly falling
and they calling for
they keep calling for
my knight in shining armour
come and save me
cause im drowning in pain

ive been hurt
by his mistakes
so come and take me away
i put him first
i thought he'd stay
but he couldn't weather the storm
so he left me the rain

over time, pictures fade
all thats left are these empty frames
sleepless nights, and stormy days
i've got proof that people change
and all thats left are these empty frames
all thats left are these empty...

can you hear these teardrops
in my pillow?
they keep falling cause
i kept falling for your dozen thorny roses
now im bleeding
and im lonely again

now im hurt
it's my mistake
i should have known right away
i put him first
i thought he'd stay
but he couldn't weather the storm
so he left me the rain

over time, pictures fade
all thats left are these empty frames
sleepless nights, and stormy days
i've got proof that people change
long after the smiles all fade away
all this endless pain
all this empty space

sleepless nights, and stormy days
i've got proof that people change
over time, pictures fade
and all thats left are these empty frames

over time, pictures fade
all thats left are these empty frames
sleepless nights, and stormy days
all thats left are these empty...

over time, pictures fade
and all thats left are these empty frames
sleepless nights, and stormy days
i've got proof that people change

all thats left are these empty frames

all thats left are these empty frames

Note to self: FUCK YOU!!

2009-03-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

Fucking lost my wallet on my way to THE ISLAND... -_-""

knn now i just hope that the asshole would be so kind as to mail me my cards and wallet back.. he/she can take all the money inside for all I fucking care...

May god bless me and my toto numbers....

Amen...

PS: i think i seriously need to go back to church.....

PPS: There is nothing more awesome than simple MAMBO!

PPPS: My tattoo plans are held back by at least a fucking month.... ccb..... -_-""""

PPPPS: Fucking SAT test is coming and I have yet to even touch the fucking book..

and thus, may god bless me,

Amen + Amitabha...

ONION!

2008-12-23T23:28:00.002+08:00

I Love Onions.. Do You??

Its an urban legend that if YOU eat onions, you will fart a lot.

Thus, since I have a lot to get off my chest, I have decided to do that. Made French Onion Soup and an Onion Risotto in an attempt to make this vegan meal provide me with the farting power that I kinda need.

..and guess what, I NEED TO FUCKING STOP FARTING NOW OTHERWISE I CANT GET FOCUSED ON DOING MY STUFFS!!!!!!

Fortunately, there is no scent whatsoever. Thank You Very Nice....

Would be fucking missing Xmas countdown due to me having DUTY! Thus, it would be quite a gay xmas countdown under the stars with some booze and xmas songs... SHIT!!!!!!!

But on the bright side, @ least i can still brush up on my MAMBO skills during then... =D

Last Christmas

-> All the way from Shinagawa, my cousin FINALLY is smart enough to send me a familiar Jap Xmas song.

Its by Foxxi Misq. A J-urban band.

Speaking of which, have been crazy over J-Urban recently... Another song by DJ Komori and Emie from Foxxi MisQ...

PS: Its finally time to really pen down my resolutions for 2009... I've only completed a few of my 2008 resolutions... DANG!

Xmas wishes

2008-12-21T03:30:00.000+08:00

Dear Santa, I have been rather naughty yet behaved this year. So, I would love a simple hint just from the North Pole to Singapore.

All i want this xmas is one thing and one thing only.

--> 6 sets of toto numbers that will make me win TOTO 1st prize.. =D

So Santa, please give me the numbers so that when i win i can fly all the way to the North Pole to thank you.. =D you are the jolliest fattie in the world that gives so many children bliss and happiness!!!! and old people like me HOPE. HOPE to change the world.

YES WE CAN!

Love,
Markiess

drunk???

2008-12-13T03:52:00.002+08:00

k... 3 bottles of martell between 8 ppl and I am still sober enough to type this so i should not be drunk right!?!?!?!

anyways...

these 2 videos are part of an extremely beautiful 12 minute medley by Leo Ku.. =D

FUCKING IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG NOW!

weeeksss

2008-12-08T21:46:00.001+08:00

Life lately is in short, is seriously quite short...

Instead of 48 hours now... I think i need another extension... to 72 hours A DAY

-_-"

life is short

2008-11-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

Life is seriously becoming shorter and shorter for me now...

Practically with only 2 hours or less of sleep per day, I kinda find it a miracle to see how much I can push myself...

There are just too many things to be done but too little time..

TPOH for the 2nd year running, its time to whack...

On a brighter note, lemmi cheer myself up with a cheer...

B IS FOR BUSY
LIMBEI KAM puA BUSY!!!

so if you wanna lead a cheer lets shout BUSY!

1 day 24 hours not enough.. WOO
1 day 48 hours just enough.. WOO!!!

ps: please ignore all craziness due to the above individual suffering from a severe case of deprivation of sleep....

Mad

2008-11-21T00:35:00.000+08:00

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

[Verse 1]

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Verse 2]

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Bridge]

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything alright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

the saggitarian spirit..

2008-11-08T00:48:00.002+08:00

The typical saggitarian is always seeking to be as sociable as it can be. Yet, it always desires to go solo at the end of the day. The never ending giving spirit would always make it vulnerable to the self centered world that it is today. Despite all of that and everything that surrounds it, the Saggitarian would always be the object of envy given its endless energy and desire to achieve its wants. A materialistic animal in its own right, the saggitarian is blessed with the luck of Jupiter while sacrificing the social joys of Venus. The only thing that could probably make it fall is through its foolish selfless actions and through an impactful individual. Strong and flirtatious that it is, the true object of desire of Saggitarians is not merely limited to accomplishments and experiences, but also to the affectionate attachment to a Leo companion which fully understands its actions and probably the only other constellation which could comprehend his/her behavior. Others would just merely be baffled otherwise.

You are blessed with the abilities and luck to forge ahead and move on faster than anyone else. However, how happy could you be without that special someone to enjoy it with? Unfortunately, it is always a daunting task to find that special companion whom you could be faithful and devoted to.

Just something I got off a website.... But I feel that it is freakishly true...

fucking SHIT

2008-11-02T13:46:00.001+08:00

On my fucking top 10 to do list...

1) fucking work like a dog...
2) fucking do my projs...
3) fucking study for exams...
4) fucking buy the fucking miele guide
5) fucking lose weight...
6) fucking eat more..
7) fucking sleep more...
8) fucking TAN
9) fucking talk like gordon fucking ramsay...
10) fucking not be so GAY!

MS: 1*****) FUCKING BUY AND TIO TOTO!!!!!!!

PS: to all: I understand all of you are sweet and do care... and i sincerely appreciate that... thanks a lot!

but i will still fucking buy toto and YOU CANT STOP MEEEE!! WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA!!!

PPS: the last entry is not really an emo entry... *unless you consider not tio-ing toto emo... =D

but thanks guys!

Do you smell what Markiess is cooking....
-> Fucking roasted chicken thigh with a fucking mushroom ragout and fucking sauteed xiao bai chai...

Quizzz...

2008-11-02T05:53:00.003+08:00

1. Your someone needs you at 3am would you go?
When they fucking need me...

2. When was the last time you wanted to scream?
when i fucking thought i tio toto jackpot...

3. What was the last thing you cried about?
Clifton...

4. Who did you hang out with last?
Mel, Ken, Steph, jh, jas, don

5.What are your plans for the weekend?
sellass@katonglaksa.com

6. How many hours did you sleep last night?
fucking 5..?

7.Have you ever cried while in the shower?
nope... but i fell down at least 5 fucking times before...

8. Could you go a day without eating?
fucking YES

9. What music you listening right now?
fucking Olivia Ong's Fly me to the fucking moon...

10. Is there someone you want to fight?
Fucking make love, not fucking war!

11. Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
this is a fucking secret...

12. Do you believe in true love?
its fucking complicated...

13. When was the last time you were disappointed?
fucking secret..

13. Do you miss your past?
FUCKING YES!

14. What are you doing tonight?
only god knows...

15. Do you think your ex still likes you?
FUCKING NO!

16. Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
everyone fucking has lovers and haters.... NIGGA!!!

17. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
sth long.... a fucking banana..

18. Do you believe ex's can be friends?
why fucking not?

19. Which of your friends do you argue with the most?
I need to be fucking politically correct about this so i fucking keep my fucking comments to myself...

20. Ever kissed someone that smoked?
fucking yes...

21. Ever liked two faced people?
they are the fucking natural fucked up fuckers...

22. Is there someone in your life you don't want in it?
fucking YES BITCH!

23. What are you excited about?
fucking ORD!

24. Ever stayed up all night on the phone?
fucking yes...

25. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
not fucking really...

26. What’s your favorite season?
fucking autumn....

27. Does it annoy you when someone says they’ll call, but never do?
some fucking times...

28. What's the connection between you and the last person you talked to?
friends la...

29. Do you check your phone every hour?
not fucking really...

30. Do you like texting?
I prefer fucking phone calls... cause i am a lil fucking lazy to text...

31. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
just fucking talk about it la...

32. Anything depressing within the last month?
fucking yes, never tio toto...

33. Is there anyone that means a lot to you?
FUCKING YES~!!!!

34. When is the last time you got really frustrated?
fucking forgot...

35. Jeans or shorts?
fucking boxers...

36. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
why do i fucking care when i am the fucking same?

37. In the past week have you felt sad?
not fucking really...

38. Do you get the recommended eight hours of sleep each night?
fucking rarely..

39. How was your summer holidays?
fucking sucks cause i do not fucking have hols!

40. What time did you wake up this morning?
fucking 1pm...

41. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
fucking forward one week...

42. Bad thing you said today?
fuck x 3857429574289574985 times...

43. Have you ever been hurt so bad,and thought,moving on would be fast for you cos of what happen?
fucking yes....

44. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
fucking HELL YEAH!!!!!!

damn i am fucking fucked u with all the fuck i have said today... FUCK!! =D

i wanna tio toto!

2008-10-24T01:21:00.003+08:00

I am fucking depressed right now that I am on the verge of suicide...

So much has happened within these past few years till I have lost my will to live....

That is unless, I TIO TOTO!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!

then i shall release an album to sing the Ji ba ban song.....

MA SI WA WU JI BA BAN, WA AI BUEY MINI COOPER, KI ENGLAND KUA MAN U, KI INDIA JIA CUUURRRYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

tp night at phuture

2008-10-17T01:29:00.002+08:00

was like a damn tp night last night at phuture... well well, ppl grow up and become OLD!

but as ken says, Please take care, but dun take drugs, but if you take drugs, do take care...

STAY AWAY FROM DRUGS!!!!

Weed and ciggs and liquor are still fine.. LOL!

quizbox test.

2008-10-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

Saw this quiz from lyn's blog... Its quite interesting...

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

one more time..

2008-10-14T20:49:00.001+08:00

I am gonna try again... but not now...

2008-10-13T23:32:00.002+08:00

I am just thinking.. where the fuck am I going being like that??

I have really become so much more anti social than ever... This is quite reminiscent of what happened 3 years ago...

So guess who this is..

2008-10-13T22:11:00.001+08:00

Just when I thought i had gotten over you, I was so fucking wrong....

This feeling sucks a lot...

2008-10-12T17:26:00.002+08:00

You're nothing unless you play with the big players...
You're nothing unless you accomplish what is considered to be the best...

If you ask me what is love a few months back? I would say that its nothing but a game...
Evil, I was... Tryin to change a lil so that I am more human....

Monkeys in a cage...

2008-10-10T01:54:00.003+08:00

I have witnessed something a little bit interesting today... A Monkey got caught in a cage trap..

I was on the way home just now and I saw this monkey which had been lured by a bait in the form of an apple into the cage where it got trapped. Amazingly, after a little while, there were a bunch of monkeys that came into the scene. I had initially thought that they wanted to save him out. Unfortunately, I was wrong as i noticed them snatching his bait away from the poor lil thing and fighting among themselves on who should be having the entire apple. The monkey that was caught however, broke the apple down so that he could pass it out to the others while keeping some for himself. Sadly, the other monkeys did not even care about his well being and present situation.

After a little while, a seemingly elder monkey came and I think it was trying to rally the other monkeys to save the caught one first. However, as I do not understand monkey language, the group started to divide into 2 sides and fight among themselves. I believe the elder monkey was trying to tell the others to save that monkey that sacrificed himself. However, the other monkeys disagreed and were willing to leave the caught monkey in the lurch while they enjoyed the fruits of his labour. It was not long until they left him down there alone while they ran away quickly.

So what does this tell you? Don't you feel that this type of behavior is familiar?

Well, we humans aren't too different from our primate relatives.... It was also quite surprising to see that animals too showcase such heartless behavior... Or probably, it could only be a common trait among us primates...

A moment to reflect... It would be interesting to find someone nowadays that is so noble like the elder monkey in the above story...

TAGGED

2008-10-09T23:16:00.004+08:00

got tagged by jas, and I am so screwed cause I have a 9 chapter test in 10 hours time and I do not intend to study but pray to god and hope i fucking pass... LOL!

Who Do I Tag?

Barack Obama, P Diddy, Paris Hilton, Jessica Alba and YOUR MOM

1. What are your nicknames?
Markie`-s! , Markiexx, MarkGay

2. What do you do before bedtime?
A stick of Ice mint and Maybe on Itunes..

3. What was the last book you read/currently are reading?
TIME Magazine, FORBES Magazine, Newsweek AND I MUST GET THAT BOOK FROM JOSEFYN!!!!!

4. What is your favourite pokka drink flavour?

The legendary GREEN TEA!

5. Last song you listened to?

The mega remix by all time fave, NE-YO with Miss Independent feat. Kanye West, Jay Z and Lil Wayne!

6. What do you eat the most?

FOOD!!! DUH!!!!!

Any type, as long as its delicious.. =D

7. Do you trust easily?
..and thats one part i need to work on...

8. What's the oldest piece of clothing in your wardrobe?
my MANCHESTER UNITED jersey from Pri 6.. LOL!!!

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Not much, Too busy to think about such stuffs...

10. Favourite tv shows?
HELL's KITCHEN, KITCHEN NIGHTMARES and for the moment, GUNDAM 00!

11. Favourite brand of shoes/slippers?
Nikes, Adidas, AX!!!

12. What websites do you visit daily?
YOUTUBE!!!!! together with Horoscopes, Billboard, wikipedia and various photography websites

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?

Persons.... MIDNIGHT GANG + M&M's...

and of course, my mum.. LOL!

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Sunflower... LOL!

15. What’s the last song that got stuck in your head?
Spotlight remix by Jennifer Hudson and Young Jeezy

16. What’s your favourite song of the moment?
Maybe by Jay Sean...

17. What's your all time favourite drink?

Fruit Tree Fresh's MANGO JUICE! =D

18. If you had $1,000 in cash, what would you do with it?
SHOPPING SPREEEEEEE!!!!!!!! and part of it to the car....

19. What items could you not go without during the day?
Wallet and phone and sometimes, my bling...

20. What do you want to buy right now?

Undoubtedly, MINI COOPER JCW!!!

21. What super ability do you wish you possess?
Either the power to teleport or the power to manipulate time.. LOL!!!

I am the last to be done, so kthxbye.

Jennifer Hudson Spotlight

2008-10-05T06:12:00.001+08:00

Jennifer Hudson - Spotlight

Are you a man who loves
And cherishes
And cares for me?
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah...
Are you a guard in a prison
Maximum security?
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yea eh...
Do we stay home all the time
Cuz you want me to yourself?
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah...
Or am I locked away
Out of fear that i'd find
Someone else
Is that you? Is that you?
yea eh...

Chorus:
Well, I don't like
Living under your spotlight
Just because you think
I might find somebody worthy
Oh, I don't like
Living under your spotlight
Baby, if you treat me right
You won't have to worry

is this a relationship
Fulfilling your needs
As well as mine
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah...
Or is this just my sentence
Am I doing time?
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah...
If this is love
Real, real love
Then I'm staying no doubt
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah...
But if I'm just love prisoner
Then I'm busting out
Is that you? Is that you?
yeah...

(Chorus)

Oh, you oughta be
Ashamed of yourself
What the hell
Do you think you're doing?
Loving me, loving me
So wrong
Baby, all I do is try
To show you
That you're my
One and only guy
No matter
Who may come along
Open your eyes
Cuz baby, I don't lie

(Chorus 2x)

2008-10-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

You're a rugged individualist, who's straight forward and like to do things your own way. Creative and flexible, you adapt easily to any situation. But your insistence on being independent can sometimes go too far and become a weakness.

Got a shock when i saw this personality test...

However, i refuse to be weak..

weird dream 2

2008-09-21T11:12:00.002+08:00

I had another weird dream today as I woke up.. Somehow, the midnight gang were mixed into htm and supposedly a random stranger died.... Queer...

Contradictory actions are afloat everywhere...
so, are your emotions that weak?

Those whom are always emotional always loses to the heartless...

Reason?

Focus.....

That reminds me... I 've had a few weird happenings too for the whole of this week... However, its a lil interesting... LOL!

much delayed post..

2008-09-15T19:36:00.002+08:00

A much delayed post but i am seriously too lazy of updating anything...

pls refer to josefyn@livejournal for all happenings... the legendary tiger is always diligent at updating... LOL!

anywho, I just wanna pen down my dark 2 cents on the topic which the call love...

I have seen a few of my friends in quite a dire situation whenever their ex's are mentioned... Despite all that they have tried to do, it all fails... I can only come up with solutions for them... if does not work, the only advice i can tell you is...

Love is nothing but a game...

Its only for the moment... Play or be played...

2008-09-08T03:07:00.002+08:00

I still have like 7 sets of photos that I have not yet updated! DAMMIT!

Coming soon..... I HOPE!

standfast car crashes..

2008-09-03T00:13:00.001+08:00

Car crashes, TV shows
A drunkard on the side of the road
People running (running)
Fantasy or reality
Analysis and theories
What does matter really?

Tell me what to believe
Won't you bring me order
Tell me what to achieve
Baby, so I can move forward
Tell me what to be
Car crashes, TV shows
A drunkard on the side of the road
People runnin', run

Credit cards in place of distress
Go live your life on the Internet
That's what this is
Conspiracies and mysteries
Science-fiction make-believe
My kind's misery

Car crashes, TV shows
A drunkard on the side of the road
People runnin' (running)
(All these car crashes in my head)
Fantasy or reality
Analysis and theories
(All these car crashes)
What does matter really?
(All these car crashes)

100 questions...

ARE YOU:
►Perfect: Noone is...
►Tall: Never minded growing taller... LOL!!
►In your pajamas: yep...
►Left handed: can use it...
=======================================
LAST
►Friend you saw: Satpal... @ ARMY LA!!!!
►Talked to on the phone: Dewei...
►Person to text you: Mel..
►Is today better than yesterday: Nah... never tio toto leh..
=======================================
FAVORITE:
►Number: 7
►Color: Orange..
►Food: Lobster linguine
►Place: Barcelona..
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QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did
this morning when you got up?
► WASHED UP!
Q: Do you have anything bothering you
► Never tio toto...
Q: What's the last movie you watched
in theaters?
► 12 lotus leh...
Q: Where is the last place you went?
► SSDC...
Q. Do you smile a lot?
► I try to act cool... LOL!
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
► Yes.. for the magical toto numbers...
Q: Are you a friendly person?
► Dunno? I feel that I am anti social but my friends think that its total bullshit..
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
► MY BED
Q: Why did you sleep there?
► cause there is my snoopy...
Q: When was the last time you cried?
► When clifton left us...
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?
► what numbers should I buy today?
Q: Rate life as of right now, one
being bad, ten being great?
► 7.... 3 for never tio toto...
Q: What do you hear right now?
► Maybe by Jay Sean...
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
► yea... my elbow...
Q: What's your favorite month?
► December!!!!!
=======================================
EMOTIONS:
Are you missing someone right now?
► not really...
Are you single?
► its complicated.. =D
Are you tired?
► nah...
Are your parents still married?
► yep...
=======================================
BASICS:
►Real name? Mark
►Age? 20
►Eye color? Dark blue...
►Male or female? MAN
►Single? complicated leh...
►Crushing? yeah... crushing garlic leh...
►Smart? believe so...
►Hair color? fucking black...
►Sweats or Jeans? sweats man...
►Phone or Camera? CAMERA PHONE
►Health freak? I eat my greens.. that counts?
►Righty or lefty? both...
►SMOKE or Drink? Drink AND SMOKE.
======================================
FIRSTS:
►First best friend? Louis
►First award? Piano 1st grade..
►First enemy? Barney the dinosaur...
►First pet? goldfish.. standard leh...
►First vacation? Shinagawa Japan..
======================================
CURRENTLY:
►Eating? Fillet of salmon with spinach gratin...
►Drinking? corona...
►Listening to? 3 doors down - If I could be like that
►Plans for tommorow? an evil plan to take over the world.... AND TIO TOTO!!!
►Waiting for? pinky and the brain...
=======================================
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
GENDER:
►Lips or eyes? Eyes!
►Shorter or taller? Tall
►Romantic or spontaneous? spontaneous
►Sensitive or loud? LOUD
►Hook-up or in a relationship? its complicated...
=======================================
HAVE YOU EVER:
►Drank hard drinks? Yep
►Lost glasses/contacts? nah....
►Ran away from home? yea...
►Broken someone's heart? its complicated...
►Been arrested? Nah...
===================================
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
►Do you like someone?its complicated...
►Are you seriously happy with
where you are in life? humans are greedy... NEVER easily satisfied for long...

3 points

2008-08-30T14:41:00.002+08:00

Request by ___________, Summarize last night in 3 points...

1) Wasted out last night with htmers...

2) Botak Jones rawked...

3) I gt fuckin posted to specs course.. -_-""'

more by next post...

WOOT

2008-08-26T03:39:00.001+08:00

oh my god...

My body clock is officially screwed... I CANT SEEM TO GET TO SLEEP AND I AM ALWAYS STILL SO ENERGETIC!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!

Suppers on 2 nights...

2008-08-25T00:54:00.002+08:00

Went for supper on a night where we were supposed to catch Jack Neo and Money no enough 2 gang at hougang.. But did not go due to the fucking rain... not to mention the rain was damn emo too.. LOL!!!

and so we went off to geylang to eat some food which we had totally no idea what to eat until we stopped by Lorong 6 as we walked from lorong 31 i think... LOL!!!

We did not even realize Jack Neo and Hui Ge WERE coincidentally there until we went IN!!!! LOL!!!!

and this is the guy who supposedly created the JI BA BAN song... LOL!!!

...And yet on another random day, we went off to eat Thomson Prata after watching 12 lotus.. LOL!!!!!

Took some pics wif jh's BLUE LED ZHNG'ed car... LOL!

..and that's the way love goes...... *the Janet jackson song.. LOL!

Popeye's + Summer Breeze

2008-08-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

Went over to Popeye's at the airport on a random day with a random mood with JH, dw, josefyn for some fried chicken and biscuits.. LOL!!!

and this is what happened....

PS: lesser pics on the food due to oily fingers.. LOL!!!

and you can guess where is this...

We tried to actually solve this so called IQ question... to see who is smarter.. LOL!! and to also waste some time.. AHAHA!!

Positioning of who finished first...

1) MEEE!!!!!
2) DEWEI!!!!!
3) Josefyn!!!! (still 3rd despite 2 attempts...) HER FIRST ATTEMPT WAS WRONG!!!!!
4) JH...

LOL!!!!!

You can try this if you wanna... see how fast you can complete it... LOL!!

We then went over to summer breeze @ Pasir Ris park to just chill out... LOL!!!! and practice a lil before the next day's DRINKING marathon... LOL!

WHEEEEEE

What does your name mean?

2008-08-24T21:29:00.003+08:00

I've came up with a tumblr account like so randomly... LOL!!!

http://markiexx.tumblr.com

WOOT!

What Does your name mean?

What Mark Lim Yu Fong Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.

You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.

Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Music Video for the post

Gym Class Heroes feat. Da Dream - Cookie Jar

Hahaha You know what it is
Gym class heroes, the dream
It's hard to look innocent when I got cookie crumbs all over my face

I like girls
They like me
They look so good
In they satin jeans
Told you to be the one
And my only
I want be faithful
But I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar.
[Travis:]
My hands, my hands, my ha uh my hands
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, my, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, my, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands my hands out the cookie jar.

You see I got this problem
I need help tryna solve it
Cause meeting after meeting and I'm still a cookie-holic You can hide em, Imma find them, on the counter, in the closet
And I'll say I ain't do it with my face covered in chocolate
My girl be setting booby traps
To catch me eating Scooby snacks
I left crumbs in the bed once
But I told her I was through with that
She still don't be believing me
And I guess that I'm cool with that
But I got a sweet tooth, that'll never come loose
And the truth of the matter is.

I like girls,
They like me
They look so good
In they satin jeans
Told you to be the one
And my only
I want to be faithful
But I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar

My hands, my hands, my ha uh my hands
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, my, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, my, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands my hands out the cookie jar.

I got a thing for Milano, Biscotti Italianos
And I never turn down some Oreos if you got those
Butter Pecan Puerto Rican,
Or them Oatmeal Raisin Asians.
Hazelnut Brazilians,
Macadamia Caucasians,
Double stuffed or thin mint
It don't matter you getting it
Cause I got a sweet tooth that'll never come loose
And the fact of the matter is.

I like girls,
They like me
They look so good
In they're satin jeans
Told you to be the one
And my only
I want to be faithful
But I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar

My hands, my hands, my ha uh my hands
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands my hands out the cookie jar.

I'm a monster for these cookies
I'm a beast for they treats
An animal for they crackers
Head to feet they so damn sweet
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my ha-uh my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my hands out the cookie jar.

And there you have it haha
I tried my best
I went to cookie anonymous
I guess I'm a failure
I can't seem to keep my damn hands out the cookie jar but,
It is what it is

Fri Night @ ECP!

2008-08-21T20:33:00.002+08:00

Fri night @ Beach Cabana....

Decided to go to Beach Cabana @ ECP last fri to chill... when we were SUPPOSEDLY gg to ROLLER BLADE!!! LOL!!!!! damn nice place and gt to play DDR once again... WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pictchas always speak more than words.... (in other words, LAZY!!! =D)

and on thursday....

Last thursday, set off to CARL's junior @ ECP!!! (Yes I know AGAIN!!!!) brought my mac and did POWER shots.. LOL!!! as Jasmine and josefyn were sweet enough to compile everything into a collage for easy and lazy posting... Here are the pics!!!

and dewei!! there is a reason to why carl's junior's tagline is "IT'S GONNA GET MESSY!!!!" STILL WEAR WHITE!!! LOL!!!

Total fun... LOL!!!!!

REMINDER TO UPDATE!

2008-08-20T21:29:00.001+08:00

have so much to update.. But so little time... Giving zouk a miss today and i am really gonna update this sunday!!!!

PS: Jack neo and hui ge rocks...

Part 3 of Carl's junior wif lynette josefyn and DSLR

2008-08-16T19:10:00.003+08:00

FINAL PART FOR MONDAY's CAM WHORING SESSION!

LOL!! kk... final part of monday liao... need to make more space for OTHERS~!!!! LOL!!!

Carl's junior tagline.... DON'T WEAR WHITE!!! ITS GONNA GET MESSYY!!!!!

I will remember this for a LOOONG time.. LOL!

LOL!!!!!

Carl's junior wif jasmine, dewei, josefyn, jianhao next post!!!!!!!

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VIDEOS for the post!

Browsed through Britain's Got Talent AND OMG!!!!!! GEORGE SAMPSON IS DA BOMBB!!!!!

BUT FIRSTTTT NEMESIS!!!!

Now, here is George Sampson @ 2007... in his first audition... but its really damn sad he did not get through though... =/

HE WAS ONLY 13 YEARS OLD DAMMIT!!!! LOL!!!

and here is the one @ 2008... Once again with the never die spirit...

THE AUDITION!!! OMG!!!

AND HERE IS HIS WINNING PIECE!!!! OMG!!!! LOL!!!!!
and needless to say, since his win, he has become a phenomenon.....

I believe that we really have a lot to learn from his example.. Most of us give up just after failure... not even bothering to improve and stuff like that... But in order to really succeed, one really needs to work on their failures and weaknesses... Excel on strengths... That is only when we will be rewarded with success.....

Drive and determination... remember these 2 qualities clearly and distinctively....

But there is also another person.. Who's voice is seriously from above....

Andrew Johnston....

and his final piece...

OMG HIS VOICE IS ZOMG!

After watching this, one's heart can be really get mesmerized and hypnotized by his angelic voice... nothing dynamic, but its something that soothes the hearts of so many..... It just gets you just watching him... Simon Cowell was absolutely right... He is bullied due to the envy of those whom does not possess his talent.....

Its really amazing how human evolution has brought about new skills, talents and accomplishments that our predecessors could not attain.. That is purely improvement designed by god.... Flawless.....

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Song for the post

Have been crazy over this piece....

Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol...

PART 2 of mac cam whoring wif josefyn and llynette!

2008-08-14T01:18:00.003+08:00

PART 2 of mac cam whoring wif josefyn and lynette!

- - - - - -

AND NOW!!!!

Part 2 with Lynette!!!! After picking her up from engine sch and CARL's JUNIOR!!!!!! and yes, josefyn, CARL's JUNIOR's HOMEMADE ICE LEMON TEA IS YOU NEED TO ADD LEMON AND SUGAR SYRUP LA!!! LOL!!!!!!! and pls try my burger next time.. i feel you will be more song... HAHA!!!!! anywho, PART 2 of pics as follows.... LOL!!!!

In short, Lovely evening, Lovely company... =]

All done with a Mac... =] CAN YOU DO THAT WINDOWS!?!?!?!?! KISS MY BITTEN APPLE, YOU 4 PANES OF USELESS GLASS PANELS!!! LOL!!!!!

PS: THERE MAY BE A PART 3!!! KNS!!! JOSEFYN PLS SEND PICS AH!!! HAHAHA!!!!!

macbook photo booth funs.... LOL!!!!

2008-08-14T00:58:00.002+08:00

Happenings on MONDAY!!! 11/8/08!!!

Just came back from Bball today and gave zouk a miss cause ppl old le... no more stamina to tiao bu and shake that booty as well le... LOL!!!!

omg... i swear yanling is damn scary... PULLED MY SHIRT, PUSHED ME + SLAPPED MY BODY when playing 3 on one with her, lynette and josefyn vs myself... LOL!!!!

Anyways, Badminton with Lynette + josefyn + boon + dewei last night after work... 401 for dinner and K-boxed at Hougang Green at a bargain price thanks to josefyn! LOL!!! kns... typical Singaporean liao la... HAHA!

..and Yes, Lynette has officially become my ou xiang a.k.a S.H.E fan partner.. LOL!!! KNS!!! HER VOICE ULTRA POWER SEH!!! HEAR LE YOUR HEART WILL CFM MELT!!! WOOOOO!!!!!!

Anywho, here are the pics we took the day before while chilling at Library and @ East Coast Carl's Junior... LOL!!!!!

PS: Note the BIG TRANSFORMATION FROM THE DAMN SWEET AND GUAI LOOKING JOSEFYN with the specs INTO THE AH LIAN without the specs!!! LOL!!!

AND THAT WAS FREAKIN PART 1!!!! LOL!!!!

Dinner & Chillout @ Punggol Marina....

2008-08-14T00:50:00.001+08:00

Punggol Marina = AWESOME!

RANDOMLY went to Punggol marina as Mel needed some company... =] Bought a sunflower and a balloon for her in hopes to make her smile.. Went to Jo's place to watch NDP parade repeat telecast and to repair the stupid slot machine which gave me a damn HUGE shock... KNS! they cheated me say i make spoil but actually it was already spoil... Then i repaired it fine for them, removing the problem.. WAH LAU!!! THEIR ACTING DAMN POWER sEH!!! made me so stressed when i thought the thing was really spoilt.. -_-"" LOL!!!!

Anyways, drove to punggol marina the road there... and dang, really regretted not taking the camera out in time... The sunset view was damn awesome and the trees and views really looked like somewhere in Australia.. DID NOT LOOK LIKE ANYWHERE IN SINGAPORE!!!!! haha! our hearts really melted when we saw the view.... WOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, will definitely go back for a mini photo session whenever freee... LOL!!!! and yes, following are the pics... LOL!!!

PS: the foood + crab there was really damn awesome...

After that, we went over to the pier NOT before stopping by THIS!!!!

haha! it felt good to be able to squeeze inside the god damned thing... =]

Continuation: Pics @ Pier!!!!

LOL! so mel, hope you have enjoyed the company as much as we did.. and smile alrights?? =]

WILL YOU BE READY FOR ROUND 2 MEL!?!?!??!?! LOL!!!!

Oh yes, Jasmine has called Mel and myself M&M's ... -_-"" LOL!!! melts in your mouth! not on your hands!!!!!

Side note: Josefyn damn funny la!!!! went BACK HOME to look for her hp which was in the front compartment of her bag... -_-""" LOL!!! For this, we have learnt an important lesson from Mel, TAKE 5 SECONDS TO THINK FIRST!!!!!!! LOL!!!!

KM8 with Josefyn and Mel + Ba KUT TEH!

2008-08-13T01:36:00.002+08:00

KM8 with Josefyn and Mel Part 2...

FINALLY received the pics from Mel's cam.... So here they are.... LOL!

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BA kut teh wif Hao Li Hai'ers

We went off to catch the LOVE Guru (Rated NC-16 for sexual references) which is to be honest, ONE OF THE SHORTEST FILMS EVER SIA!!!! But its damn fucking funny and nice... LOL!!!!

LOL!!!!

After that, I LOST my ciggs for the 2nd time (the 1st time the theatre attendant helped me pick it up...) Then I unwittingly dropped it at my seat AGAIN!!! shit man...

Went back to Hougang to see Ah jie who has just recovered from his bus crash accident... Visiting him again makes me really think again... How fragile life can be... really made me cherish everything so much more....

Oh yes, dewei as usual was late again and we set off to Balestier for the legendary BA KU TEH and the freakin pig's trotters...

WAH LAU i tell you the place was full of pictures with celebs.. INCLUDING S.H.E!!!!!! =]=]=]

Pics as follows...

PS: yes, he is my GAY partner.. LOL!

PS: The legendary playmates tgt and Dewei finished his routine 4 bowls of rice as usual.... TMD!! HOW COME HE CAN EAT SO MUCH SIA!

S-O-N-G SONG!!!!

Went to eat some durian @ Kovan there and decided to take some cross car pics...

YES! the best way to get FAT!!! LOL!!!! National Day well spent... =]

LONG delayed post!

2008-08-12T23:22:00.000+08:00

LOOONG Delayed post!!!! Holland Village + Run with Jas & josefyn!!!!

Damn random on a lazy Sunday after coming back from Boss' place... LOL!!!! Went to run with Jas and Josefyn originally @ siao keng there but we decided to run back to Josefyn house to take some whacky pics!

PS: Yes, pics are unglam but who gives a damn when one is having fun... LOL!!!

Holland Village on a random Friday night...

Went to look for Jas and the rest with Josefyn after my Army chalet... DANG! GT FUCKING LOST AND WASTED!!!!!!

PS: Yes, this is a fucking waterfall.. LOL!

PS: Yes, Indian poker killed me totally... AHHH!!!!

This goes to show that you can have fun even when not clubbing... =]

BUT I NEED TO CONTROL MY ALCOHOL INTAKE FROM NOW ON!!! KNS!!!!!!

Real thoughts flying in my head...

2008-08-11T23:09:00.002+08:00

Random Quotes thought of with too much free time...

Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love. And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes... you get it back and live happily ever after.

* * * * * * * * *

Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean?

* * * * * * * * *

When you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut... it will heal, but there will always be a scar.

* * * * * * * * *

May God put a spell on you... so you won’t forget me.

* * * * * * * * *.

You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel.

* * * * * * * * *.

When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most.

* * * * * * * * *

When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.

* * * * * * * * *

was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

* * * * * * * * *.

With you my heart will always stay. With you my thoughts will be every day. You remain to be the one that I regret letting get away. Why didn't I say what I needed to say? You are the one I will always use my wishes on. You are the one I will always wish was never gone. I'll constantly wonder what went wrong. I'll forever think of what I could've did that was never done.

* * * * * * * * *

I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day

* * * * * * * * *.

There's this place in me where your finger prints still rest... your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo... It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me

* * * * * * * * *

A teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water, but it can touch the soul as it runs down someone’s face.

Don't you think that some of them at least, are true..?

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I'm here without you baby....

KM8 WIF JOSEFYNA AND MEL!

2008-08-11T00:53:00.004+08:00

Saturday was seriously fun.... Swimming in the morning, KM8 in the late noon, Love Guru @ night, Visit and Ba Kut Teh @ LATE night, DURIAN in the night's morning.....

In short, Corona is still the loves of the drinks....

Let the pictures do the talking...

..and this is only part 1.... =]

Song of the POST

AND THEN YOU SEE THIS!!!

LOLOLOL!!!

More than words... =]

Yesterday...

2008-08-08T21:27:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I just wanna run away from it all... and sit down by myself just not thinking about anything nor anyone...

- Markiess on the above picture...

But could you really do that?

- Anonymous..

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Top of the playlist...

This song is gonna be the real bomb as it comes along...

Leona Lewis - Yesterday..

I just cant believe your gone, still waitin for mornin to come, when i see if the sun will
Rise,in the way that your by my side, oooo where we had so much in store, tell me what is it
All reaching for, when were through building memories il hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that wel never play, all
The broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they
Can take the future that wel never know they can take the places that we said we will go, all
The broken dreams take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay, i should be thankful for everyday, heaven knows what the future
Holds, or least where the story goes, i never believed untill now, i know il see you again im
Sure, no its not selfish to ask for more, one more night one more day one more smile on your
Face but they cant take yesterday,

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they take the music that wel never play, all the
Broken dreams take everythin, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they can
Take the future that wel never know, they can take the places that we said we will go, all the
Broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever, but it wasnt our destiny, coz in my mind we had so much
Time, but i was so wrong, no i can believe me i can still find the strengh in the moments we
Made im lookin back on yesterday

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Probably today is more emotional for me than the rest....

If we are meant to go, we will go....

Happenings for 2nd aug weekend..

2008-08-04T00:23:00.002+08:00

TOO BUSY TO BLOG!

Happenings For the WEEKEND + MONDAY!

1) Swimming wif Josefyn in the noon,
2) Meetup with Alan, Kel, Boss, Tian + tingting for their baby items..
3) Finding Jodin @ Esplanade for NDP preview!
4) BSC Chalet @ ULU CHANGI!
5) Stayover + PS3 @ Boss' Kovan Melody
6) Auction @ SMU
7) Crabs @ Kel's Place
8) WORK
9) MONEY NO ENOUGH 2 with Josefyn, lynette + Yanling

TIRED LA!!!!!

GYM TMR @ KOVAN MELODY!!!!!!!

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Thoughts on Money No Enough 2 Part 1

Summary: Treasure your parents for all of the love they have provided to you... Do it before its too late... Probably we should all BAN Old Folks' homes.... they deserve so much better for the love that they have showered to us as we were still so young...

Better Summary tmr/next post...

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HOROSCOPE!

Friendster Horoscope for August 5, 2008

Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)[?]

The Bottom Line

This is a wonderful time for group projects, group travel, and group socializing.

In Detail

This is a wonderful time in your life for group projects, group travel, and group socializing. Everyone you'll be with right now is on the exact same wavelength as you, and that wave is a big fun one! Collaboration will be easy, and everyone's flexibility is at an all-time high. The energy created when your group gets together is positive and supportive, and you could use a great big dose of it. Toss out some ideas about where to go or what to do together. Cook something up!

Phuture with Mag/Fiona + Josefyn & Jas!

2008-07-31T21:43:00.006+08:00

Picture of the Post!

Life is always beautiful in its simplest form... So why complicate it?

- A random ah pek trying to be artistic and "hip" as he attempts to comment on the above picture...

Being simple is a bliss... Being ignorant isn't... I seriously miss how easy it is to have fun in the past as compared to now... Probably too much has changed...

- Markiess on simplicity..

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THe clubbing Fiesta!

Well, went initially wif MAG to velvet initially on that Friday... THEN RIGHT!!! KNS! JASMINE AND JOSEFYN WERE BEHIND ME!!!! LOL!!! Like machiam 2 lifetime never see each other le sia.. ALL damn high... LOL!!!

Went again with them plus alan and fiona after our Satsuma food review...

Let the pictures do the talking.. LOL!!!

Mini Update done! The most fun clubbing session ever... HAHA!

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OLD SCHOOL VIDEO OF THE POST!

OMG THESE SONGS ARE LIKE SO HOT WHEN I WAS STILL LEARNING HOW TO CRAWL!!!!!!

THERESA TENG - WO ZHI ZAI HU NI!

George Lam & Sally Yeh - Xuan Zhe

George Lam & Sally Yeh - Ming Ming Bai Bai Wo De Xin

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Random Questions...

Got this from Mag's BLOG!

001. Real name: Lim Yu Fong, Mark
002. Nicknames: MARKIESSS!!!!
003. Status: It's Complicated...
004. Zodiac sign: Saggitarius
005. Male or female: Male!
006. Age: 20
007. Birthday: 16 Dec 1987
008. Course: Wah biang... i gt so many type of courses leh... want which one... HTM!!!!
009. Residence: Hougang!!
010. Hair color: black
011. Long or short hair: SHORT! DAMMIT!
012. Smoke: See my mood..
013. Drink: Yes
014. Available: It's Complicated..
015. Are you a health freak: Well if you feel that having vegetables for every meal is, then I AM!
016. Height: 1.78
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Well, Its seriously complicated...
018. Do you like yourself: I hope so... LOL!
019. Piercing: Ears.
020. Righty or lefty: LEFT!
021. Tattoos: SOON!
022. First surgery: 4 years old...
023. First piercing: Earlobe at 16..
024. First bestfriend/s: Karen.. LOL!
025. First award: Piano Grade 1..
027. First pet: GOLDFISH!
028. First vacation: Shinagawa, Japan...
029. First date: It depends on how you define that.. LOL!
030. First crush: PRI 6!! HUI FANG! LOL!!!
049. Eating as of now: KINDER BUENO!
050. Drinking as of now : Strawberry milk...
052. I'm about to: go pang sai!
053. Listening to: Jay Sean - Maybe!
054. Food: Modern European with VEGGIES!
055. Drink/s: GREEN TEA AND SOYA/STRAWBERRY MILK!
056. Color/s: Black and White...
057. Number/s: For toto issit?? wah lau.. i wanna know myself man...
058. Want kids: YES! then i can die earlier.. LOL!!!
059. Want to get married: At some stage of my life, yes...
060. Careers in mind: Pico, Events Management.. But its all to early to say...
WHICH IS BETTER? :
068. Lips or eyes: Eyes
069. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
070. Shorter or talller: Depends on that person...
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic..
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice FACIAL FEATURES! =D
074. Sensitive or loud: Either is fine... Depending on that individual...
075. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship for now... I old le...
077 . Trouble maker or hesitant: Depends on the occasion..
HAVE YOU EVER :
078. Kissed a stranger: When I was drunk, Yes...
079. Drank bubbles: NOPE!
080. Lost glasses/contacts: YES!
081. Ran away from home: YES!
082. Liked someone younger: Yea...
083. Older: Yea...
084. Broken someones heart: Yea...
085. Been arrested: Nope
086. Turned someone down: Yea....
087. Cried when someone died: Yea... Guess I am not completely heartless after all...
088. Liked a friend: Never for those whom are important to me...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. In yourself: Yea.. You can only depend on yourself to succeed...
090. Miracles: Its always a hope...
091. Love at first sight: Never..
092. Heaven: We all have a place for our faiths...
093. Santa claus: Used to.. LOL!
094. Sex on the first date: Nah.... Keep it PG... LOL!
095. the more you hate, the more you love: It all depends...
096. Angels: Its always a hope... and wish...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to
be with you right now?: Yea... But its kinda impossible...
098. Had more than one
boyfriend/girlfriend at a
time?: We will never ever know....
099. Do you believe in God?: Yes
100. Repost this as "100 facts about yourself" And Tag at Least 5 people.

TO: Anyone who wanna whack this! LOL!!!!

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HOROSCOPE!

The Bottom Line

It's a day you can spin to your advantage if you treat every grouch with a smile.

In Detail

This is a day you can spin to your advantage, if you just treat every situation with a smile. That grouchy person who tries to steal your parking space, the overbearing boss who spends more time breathing down your neck than doing their own job, the roommate who never cleans up their messes -- whoever the thorn in your side is, today, you should try to kill them with kindness. Believe it or not, your goodwill will help you retain your good mood. So smile!

THE LIVING ROOM!

2008-07-31T00:20:00.007+08:00

Randomly Taken Pictures..

This was when the IR was still not talked about yet.... So you can guess how old this is...

Picture from the Past...

ME AND MAG!!! Ok damn old sch pls... taken damn randomly 2 years ago at Airport while studying with Avanna.. LOL!

The Living RooM!!

No more pics cause I was busy dancing at a game away... AS USUAL!!!!!

As as stunning as it is always be.. Our former lecturer WARREN KOK WAS THERE ALSO!!!!!! He is now into the Spa and Therapy Business now... WOOT!!!!

MORE UPDATES TOMORROW!!!! Cause I wanna eat the Legendary McDONALDS APPLE PIE!!!!

*sings along to the song, Cause you're sweeter than apple pie... HAHA!!! -_-""

Its gonna be the gym tmr... I NEED TO GAIN WEIGHT DAMMIT!

HOROSCOPE!!

Friendster Horoscope for July 31, 2008

Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)[?]

The Bottom Line

A growth spurt is coming in your personal life -- you can expect some growing pains.

In Detail

If you are in a romantic relationship right now, expect things to change dramatically soon -- the growth spurt that you were hoping for is coming, and it's coming soon. You two are about to shoot ahead a little bit faster than you imagined, so be ready for the shock. If you are not in a romantic relationship, you'll be finding more joy than ever in your independent status -- especially when a feuding couple you know reminds you how lucky you are to be single.

I AM BACK INTO MY OLD BELIEF LE!!!! I am only now anticipating the one which will say I should buy lottery... =D

Words that cant go outta my head...

Dreamt of that someone for 3 nights in a row... I seriously don't know what it kinda represents....

And Maybe Its True (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance That you're stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All in My Head
Maybe We're Awaiting Words We Both Hadnt Said

Even till today, I am still in doubt... Despite all the words I have said...

2008-07-27T23:58:00.003+08:00

Went clubbing with Mag, her friends and Fiona... LOL!!!! A picture really describes a thousand words.. lalalaaas.....

SO MANY PICS YET TO POST!!! SHIT MAN!

and yea, I kinda caught this up on facebook... =/ Well, its seriously damn true...

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying

300th post

2008-07-27T05:56:00.005+08:00

The sky is gloomy once again... I really so wanna move on but I can't...

- Markiess on the dejected self he has been for the past week...

This shall be the landmark 300th post...

Lotsa ppl will treat such posts with great pleasure and happiness. However, I will face it with depression and despair...

The main question I will ask myself is...

What Have I been doing in my life?

Well, the answer it to simply, waste it all.... Fuck me pls.... Suicide is sometimes always in my mind...

But somehow, my heartlessness simply demands me to be strong and work and work and work, earning so much money as I have done in the past.... Probably, my heartless self is always the strongest part of me... But I seriously do want my selfless compassionate side to really love again....

Seriously... I am damn wasted and traumatized now.... Please tell me its not because of that person..... I have offended one of my best friends and got so fucking wasted just because of that certain reason....

Song of the post!

But what could be better than hearing your fave 2 songs mixed into 1... =]

This is Jay Sean's Maybe mixed with Ne-Yo's Because of you lyrics... =]

On the bright side

Its always nice to hear that you will still have a confirmed place for jobs regardless what and what type of big projs and accounts are going to be handed to you...

Quote..

2008-07-21T01:00:00.001+08:00

With summer's raucous noises, a simple dream seen in spring has turned into a simple heartbreak. The melancholy autumn wind speaks quietly of its meaning... Your heart's true self...

- Markiess on the above picture...

How true...

Owed photo updates!!

OMG! When will I have time to finally post up:

- FULL pics of Marriott Hotel Event with HTMers + Fiona
- Phuture session (Fri + Sat)
- Satsuma @ Sat
- Dinner with Boon and Jas and Josefyn!
- AMAZING RACE!
- JOGGING + RUNNING with Josefyn and Jasmine

Crazy over this song..

Oh dang! I am like totally crazy over this tune right now.. It totally has the early 2000's familiar R&B Grooves which I totally dig.. But take a look at the lyrics... They are....

Well, I've always had something for songs that speaks out my emotions...

Jay Sean - Maybe

Beep Beep On It Now There Goes My Phone
And Once Again Im Just Hoping Its A Text From You

It Aint Right We Get Messages Twice Twice
Four Times A Night Its True
Everyday I Patiently Wait
Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway
Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real
As Now That I Wouldve Waited One Day

And Maybe Its True Im Stuck Up On You
Maybe In A While You'll Be Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Its All, Its All In My Head
Maybe We'll Await On Words We Both Hadnt Said

I Always Connected Online
Watching My Space All The Time
Hoping That You've Checked My Profile

It Aint Right We Get Messages Twice Twice
Four Times A Night Its True
Everyday I Patiently Wait
Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway
Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real
As Now That I Wouldve Waited One Day

And Maybe Its True Im Stuck Up On You
Maybe In A While You'll Be Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Its All, Its All In My Head
Maybe We'll Await On Words We Both Hadnt Said

a changed guy..

2008-07-12T04:49:00.006+08:00

I have learnt quite a lot of stuffs during the past year... I have seriously changed for the better as for today.. Its up to all to believe it or not... I do realize its hard to change perceptions.. However, faith in those who matters really is the key factor... All else is redundant..

Phuture tonight was awesome.. Thansk Lynette for the velvet entry! and thanks mag for the company and YES! THANKS TO JOSEFYN, WENDY, XIAO BOON AND JASMINE AND ZHISHENG (THE BEST SIBLINGS) for the POWER MEET UP! HAHA!!!! I will never regret life as long as all of them, including boon and co, HTMERS, my best sis, Serene, is around to support!! ;)

Perceptions are made... Reality is proven.. Was waiting for you.. But, if its really pointless, its alright...

LIFE IS SHORT, JUST WHACK!

I have too much aims in life for me to accomplish... Love and affectionate relationships is an obstacle and something that is blocking my way....

I understand what is necessary, and what is not... I am ready to ignore all others....

Everything that we encounter is a blessing in disguise...

Its only how we interpret it....

I will never stop my generosity towards friends.. As in only to those who really matter..

I am not sure to why i teared to this song but....

S.H.E's Ai wo de zi ge..

LOL! and i remembered myself and wenli gt into the papers for supporting them... LOL!

Moving On

Being with the carlton peeps made me so comfortable to make me go on as I have 2 years ago... For once, I have seriously smiled.. =)

Girl you know I miss you so
I didn't know you had to go
You've had enough of our distance baby
Before I had the chance to say
I'm staying with you
For the rest of my life Oh Oh~

Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts Woo
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was

I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song

Don't keep telling me these words Oh no
You don't know how much it hurts Woo
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was Wu~

I will go on without her Wu~
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song Woo
Oh yeah I know I don't know
Baby I am know I'am a foul

And I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song

This is our song without a soul
Now that you're gone
What's left of us in this song

With all of the memories, it is key that we hold them true.. However, bearing in mind the future, maintaining those memories with the people that relates to them will only bring them to happier steps...

A Kick in the balls..

2008-07-08T00:36:00.004+08:00

To God,

I've grown to lose all interest in things now... The "Fuck care" mentality is growing strongly inside of my head...
I'm seriously not sure about anything right now.. What direction things should go to.. Probably I have not received any form of motivation for striving on so hard anymore..

The mind is forever unpredictable.. It's as if its playing a mystery game even with myself... I find myself extremely baffled by some of the actions that I do.. Its really as if I lose myself to my sub conscious self and let everything inside just flow.. I've also grown to do everything and anything myself.. Not depending on anyone regardless to help me with it.. Its a trait that I have grown in the past.. It had died down but somehow, the individualistic anti-team player character has come back..

Low Blood Pressure + Low Blood Count + Underweight + so any other factors..
Probably I enjoy making myself suffer.. Somehow..

I've had a series of extremely weird and outrageous dreams which involved EVERY single one of those whom are closer to me..

...and I am destined to be single because of my indecisiveness... But seriously, do I give a Fuck about that? No.... Emotions are making me weaker right now... What's the point of saying yes to that person if I know that it will never last for more than 4 months?

So what the Fuck am I supposed to do now? I am looking up for an answer... But I don't even see a light... I seriously need some motivation before the heart turns cold and even, heartless... I really need a form of answer from someone or something... I somehow know what I want... But how sure am I??

Mark...

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For some reason, I still can't forget that stupid someone... Till now, I am still finding the stupid reason why...

I'm constantly tuning into the lyrics of Corrine May's Same Side Of The Moon... Why? Probably its because I really wanna have that stupid experience again..

I'm looking out the window
Where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air
It makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray

I see the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space
can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon.

I picture you across the oceans
In your corner of the world
I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons change
It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space
can't come between me and you

We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon

Liquor = GOOD FOR HEALTH!

2008-07-07T22:35:00.005+08:00

Forget everything.. Save the Earth first!

Somehow, I believe most of us have forgotten the basic beauty of nature itself...

- Markiess on the current society which has become increasingly less aware of the amazing glow of the simple plant...

The myriad of colors just takes me away...

- Markiess on the above picture..

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Living Room..

Part 1 of the liquor consumed... 2 bottles of red wine, 1 bottle of champagne, 2 beers... Ultra good Company, HTM rocks.. Enough said...

More pictures once Fiona has uploaded them.. AND WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO DANCE FOR GAMES!!!!!

PS: LI PING AND TAT~?!?!?!?!?!?! O_O!!!!!!! j/k... =D

/me looks at Alan..

Alan says: O_O!?!?!?!?!?!

WOOT!!! Dang.. I love to create scandals.. LOL!!!

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Gleneagles with Bro..

If you thought I could eat a lot, think again.....

I EAT AS MUCH YET I DO NOT KNOW WHY I AM UNDERWEIGHT!!! SHIT!!!!

Anyways, I went over to my doc's to have another checkup on my health condition.. Well, if I really just dun care about it.. Somehow, things improve... Hmmm.... Queer...

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Music Video for the post...

This is yet another song from the person wants to FUCK YOU, AKON!!! LOL!!! OMG! PLEASE LOOK AT THE GRAND WHITE PIANO AND THE LAMBORGHINI!!!!

Akon - Clap Again...

I'm like a bird and I am so high
In my life looking at the blue sky
Can't let another day pass by
With out you and what I feel inside
Cause it's imbedded in my soul
The day I stop will be the day I turn cold
Let you know Im braking out of that whole
And let go

[course]

So I can be free
To do what means most to me
And you can look back one day and know I shared with you my gift
I hope you wouldn't think I just leave
Pack up and roll up my sleeve
Give it all up and live for nothing to take with me all I got to give

That's why
I just want to make you clap again
Just Clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just Clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just Clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just clap again

[Verse 2]

So if your life is twisted and aint going right
Lets forget about it tonight
I just want to make you happy baby
Dancing and clapping
Cause we plan to be here till the morning light
Can you feel the change in your life
And it feeling like magic baby
Im the one that make it happen baby

[Course]
So you can be free
To do whats what meant to be
And you can look back one day and know I shared with you my gift
I hope you wouldn't think I just leave
Pack up and roll up my sleeve
Give it all up and live for nothing to take with me all I got to give

I just want to make you clap again
Just Clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just Clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just Clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just clap again
Clap again
Just clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just clap again

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Multilingual Vulgarity of the post

I was like WTF when I saw this word...

oignon (noun, masculine) onion - In fact, the ass or the asshole

Note: The reason for the analogy is probably that they're all round-shaped. L'oignon is therefore the equivalent of "le cul", and, just like it, we can consider the whole or the part: "lui carrer dans l'oignon", in slang, is to shove it in her (or alternatively his) asshole.

OMG! WTF!

There is nth to be proud of...

2008-07-06T04:39:00.004+08:00

The aimless path..

So where am I heading to now? I'm lost... Somehow...

- Markiess on certain thoughts...

LONDON BRIDGE IS FALLING... eh?? this is not london bridge.... DAMNNN!!!!!!

- Zhen Hui on the above picture...

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This was where it all started... LOL! Watch from the 5th minute!!!!

It then revolutionized to this...

WTF!! RAP!?!?!?!?

THEN THIS!?!?!?

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I SWEAR I ALMOST PUKED ALL OF MY MILO OUT!!!! LOL!!!

omg... Thus, the morale of the story is... RESPECT THE ELDERLY!!! THEY MORE HIP THAN US OK!!!!

On another note, CHAMPAGNE TMR!!!!!! WOOO!!!!

2008-07-04T00:56:00.005+08:00

Remembering the past Part 2..

How many meh meh jump over the fence??

- A random person on the above picture...

The probable reason to why I wanted to join HTM... LOL!

Just watch this clip.. I bet ya'll will remember what it was after you have seen it!!!!!

YES! It is the legendary TV series, DA JIU DIAN!!!! omg.. Just pure funny and touching at the same time!!! Dang.. I have a weakness for such shows...

Sadly, there ain't enough time to watch such lovely shows anymore... It's either that or its because Singapore CANT create such shows anymore... HAIX.... Well, thats the sad story...

I really cant wait to see a decent tv serial soon.. DANG!!!

EXAM!

Yes, this is the A levels for Ireland students... its like WTF!!!! Lets see if all can solve this paper!!!

*Hint: you need to think like an idiot...

Answers out @ next post!

Song of the post!

Omg.. this song is seriously the love... Yet another track from the 1990's!!

Thanks to Avril who sent it to me a few years back!!! Well, that sweet girl is still at Australia!!!! She's the classmate whom I would just look at..

OOPS!!!!! =X

Don't stray, don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes, when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time
Don't let me drown, let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I go, losing my control
I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time to tell you why
I say it's infinitely true

[CHORUS:]
Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure, and no way to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it all turns sour
Come sweeten every afternoon

[CHORUS TWICE]

It's all because of you
It's all because of you

Now it all turns sour, come sweeten every afternoon
It's time to tell you why, I say it's infinitely true

[CHORUS TWICE]

It's all because of you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you

Dang... This song rocks...

On an Emo-note..

I just realized like most things I do for so many people.. Well, ain't countin for anythin now... Memories are now nothing but just another experience...

The mindset of "nvm la... help you first later then say la.." has made me sacrifice so many personal stuffs.. But somehow, I dun fucking mind... Queer eh? Despite the fact that it has gotten me into trouble so many times..

so why do I still care so much? Probably its the only personality trait that is preventing me from fully becoming heartless... That, is something that I am extremely fearful of... I was once previously like that...

But regardless, I shall take things as they come by now... There is no need to think so much about them.. There is also no point in it as well..

turn back time..

2008-07-02T01:44:00.008+08:00

Missing the days of the 90's...

If only I had the ability to turn back time... I seriously do miss everything that happened in the past.. Things that happened when life was still so simple...

- Markiess on reminiscing on the past as a boy...

GO GO POWER RANGERS!!!!!

- Markiess @ 7 years old on his favorite "cartoon" show...

Simple little innocence...

For the past 2 days, I have woken up at freakin early in the morning (while sleeping damn "early" too) thinking back about the past.. Nono, its not the typical high school memories and stuffs like that.. But something more...

I think back at the 90's...

The kind days when Michael Jackson was a legend in his own right and not yet a child molester...
The kind days when the Backstreet Boys, N Sync ruled the hearts of teenage girls.. (Then came the debate of who is hotter amongst the gals...)
The kind days when Britney Spears was still FUCKING INNOCENT AND A VIRGIN!!!!

Well, yes.. The flashbacks I had were all with regards to music..

However, it was because of music that made me remember all of the fun times at Primary School and Kindergarten..

I still do remember that I was kinda always best friends with this girl named Karen since Primary 1 (She sat beside me all the way from Pri 1 - 6!) and ironically.. we have lost contact ever since we have gone our separate ways into our new secondary schools..

I seriously wonder how is she right now... and come to think about it, I dun even have her friendster.. Let alone MSN..

She was the person whom I copied every single chinese test and "Ting Xie" from..
She was the one who gave me "advice" on how to attract my scandal...
She was the one who taught me all of the things that I did not know during the preliminary tests and exams...
She was the one whom I would spend countless hours on the phone with.. (I managed to call through strict parents given my exceptionally high pitched voice)
She was the one whom I always watched gao xiao xing dong with and discussed about the stupid stuffs that happened on the previous episode at class..
She was the one whom I always went back home together with.. (She stays just opposite of my block @ my old place..)
She was the one whom put more effort into making sure that I understand that it neglected certain aspects of her studies..

At the end of the PSLE results day, I got higher than her... However, we were never classmates again...

I've always wanted to get into contact with her to go out again.. However, at my era, there wasn't a thing called HANDPHONE for students... Oh yes, Pager was not even common then..

ALL OF US HAD TO USE HOUSE PHONE AND FREAKIN CALL THE OTHER PARTY!!!!

There was a really different feeling there and then at my 1st month at my new school... The entire environment and aura is different without her... Queer but.. Yes... Class was not as fun initially without her...

Somehow, I really wanna catch up with all of my primary school friends right now.. I still remember that my class had the most number of pretty girls in the cohort.. and we all had a scandal with each and everyone of them! And at every class outing, EHHHHH!!!! LOL!!!!

Dang.. Life then was seriously so fun... No worries, no burdens.. Life was good and free... I have seen so much lesser tears and sadness in that era compared to a single year in this era...

PS: I still remember that I was still a freakin geek last time with a fetish for sticking myself onto the sofa like a couch potato and watch TV!!!!!

Fave TV serials of ALL TIME!

Omg i am going to list down my fave tv serials of ALL TIME!!! Ok la.. List top 8 nia...

These are the shows that every family has laughed, cried and screamed together in front of the tele!!!! =D

1) Bu Lao De Chuan Shuo!!!

OMG! I still remember the vampires here dun suck blood... They sucked tomato juice instead... LOL!!! so freakin funny la!!! And Chew Chor Meng was like the most favorite actor of 1996/7 man.. LOL!!!! I TOTALLY DIGGED IT!!!

2) YANG GUANG LIE CHE!!!

OMG! I still remembered I cried when I heard Ann Kok got that disease... and sweet lil Chen Han Wei (who was not GAY then) really tooked care of her and Fann Wong could only look and wish them the best... :'(

3) Cupid Love!!!

Also another show featuring Chen Han Wei... This is the song that made 关怀方式 such the iconic song that stole the hearts of so many Singaporeans and it still does even till today (13 years later)...

4) FU MAN REN JIAN!

LOL!!! Certainly you remember this.. IT WAS LIKE THE TV SERIES OF THE CENTURY!!!

5) SHUANG TIAN ZHI ZHUN!!!

LOL!! this was the show that got me hooked onto cards.. LOL!!!!

6) TOFU STREET!

This is the show that made me fall in love with xu mei zhen!!!

7) GAN GAN ZHUO GE KAI XIN REN!!!!

EH I CAN NEVER FORGET THE FIRST EVER SITCOM IN SINGAPORE's TV HISTORY!!!

8) HE PING DE DAI JIA!!!

This show made me think bad about my Japanese heritage... =/

LOL!!! omg.. and I shall end this post with this song la.. HAHA!!!

Wo kan ah kan zhe dian shi... =D

Why do I add so many videos?? Well, It really relates us better I guess.. For me, I have created this theory...

Pictures paint a thousand words.. But videos showcase a thousand emotions...

Dang I seriously wanna get a time machine... =(

Augustana - Boston

Just wanna remember some nice songs from the past.. BUT LOOK AT THIS MTV!!!! AT THE PIANOS ALONG THE SEA!!! OMFG!!!!

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone
Oh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red
And tears are shed
The world you must have crossed
You said

You don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
She said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah
Yeah

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field
When flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you
You said

You don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
She said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah

She said I think I'll go to Boston
Think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
Think I'll get a lover
And fly him out to Spain
I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town
To leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of a sunset
I hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice
Oh yeah

You don't know me
and you don't even care
Oh yeah

Boston
No one knows my name
Yeah
No one knows my name
No one knows my name
Yeah

Boston
No one knows my name

Dang.. I miss the easy life of yesteryear...

bet awards!

2008-06-30T00:01:00.004+08:00

NOTE: VIDEO ORIENTED POST!!!!
PS: ok I know i was supposed to start on Apple's blog BUT I HAVE NOT FINISHED MY INSPIRATION YET!!!! I NEED MORE CORONA!!!!!

Oh-M-F-G!!!! ITS PIGLET!!!!!

- My bro on the above picture...

Well, I guess pigs have evolved into a state where they can stand now...

- Tom Cruise, an avid supporter of the Church of Scientology (Reference the freakin word on wikipedia!!) on the above picture..

Bet Awards...

And last week was that certain time of the year where everybody regardless of how black or Nigga they are, to this meeting place at the Shrine Auditorium @ Los Angeles, California..

A certain reason to why Black music is really so much better than white idiots' music right now... The blacks recently held an awards show called "The Bet Awards '08" (Research http://www.bet.com/Specials/BETAwards08/betawards-videos/default.htm? to see the damn webpage...) which is like the "Grammy's" of Black music...

With their winners aside, Just look at the calibre of their performances... THEN compare it to Britney Spears' GIMME MORE performance at the MTV Video Music Awards last year...

Bringing to you, her performance...

Besides the fact that she was showing off her fats fats and significantly noticeable lip synching throughout and with PATHETIC dancing (Yes, i Know Chris Crocker will come and kill me with his gay tone of LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE!!!!!) AND THEN YOU COMPARE IT TO THESE PERFORMANCES BELOW!!!!

Stamping their authority on the music industry globally (not mentioning Supporting Barack Obama as the next fuckin president) are these talents that is taking the world by storm with their music...

Chris Brown's Performance - With you and Take me Down (Feat. Ciara)

Ne-yo's Performance - Closer

Usher's Performance - Love in this Club Part 1

Young Jeezy's Performance - I Put On (Feat. Kanye West)

South Park: Imaginationland!!

DANG! I caught this fucking movie (well, it is more of a 3 part cartoon show..) and damn it really did brighten up my day! SHIT!

Url @ http://www.watch-movies.net/movies/south_park_imagination_land/

Ain't gonna expose too much shit about this movie otherwise I would spoil the whole thing... IMAGINE FUCKING ASTRO BOY AND ALL THE STUPID SUPERHEROES INSIDE SOUTH PARK MOVIE!!! JUST FUCKING WATCH IT LA!!!!

NEXT MUST WATCH MOVIES!!! x 2

GET SMART!!!

HANCOCK!!!

Now you know what i mean after watching these trailers?? LOL!!!

Santalina - SHAKE!

Now this song is one that I have randomly came across and its really not bad!!! *A break from all of those Rihanna and shit like that.. LOL!!!

KC JOCKEY INTRO
Santalina come yah
KC Jockey say you hot like lava
You have tommy hill a figure
U make me third leg a wonder.
Shake you body gal
Flip it rub it dun and then turn over
I got summen for yah
I'm mister cassanova baskin robbins with more than 21 flavour
Watch yah.

CHORUS - SANTALINA
Shake! Watch the way I vibrate
Make my body gyrate
Move it like an earthquake
Follow me, watch how I
Stroll, watch how my tummy roll
Now drop and loose control
Make my body go-go
Follow me, Follow me

VERSE 1 - SANTALINA
Walk in the spot, what do we see? All of the guys,
They�re watching you, they�re watching me! What do we do
It�s girls night out, can�t even chill. Without somebody�s
Body all up in my grill
I got a way to drive them all crazy
I got the moves to make them all praise me.
Me and you gonna wild out tonight
So let�s grab our crew and take the spotlight

CHORUS - SANTALINA
Shake! Watch the way I vibrate
Make my body gyrate
Move it like an earthquake
Follow me, watch how I
Stroll, watch how my tummy roll
Now drop and loose control
Make my body go-go
Follow me, Follow me

VERSE 2 - SANTALINA
Every guy wants to, be our friend, not here for that!
Not in the plans, Just want to dance! It�s girls night out.
Not here to grind, or find someone. So let the fellows
Stare and let�s just have some fun!
Come on girls, let�s drive them all crazy.
We have the moves and we look tasty
Me and you gonna wild out tonight
So let�s grab our crew and take the spotlight

CHORUS - SANTALINA
Shake! Watch the way I vibrate
Make my body gyrate
Move it like an earthquake
Follow me, watch how I
Stroll, watch how my tummy roll
Now drop and loose control
Make my body go-go
Follow me, Follow me

VERSE 3 � KC JOCKEY
Fuss day me press play pon you body like p diddy.
You just a shake it fe me shake it fe me and a roll you belly.
You alkaline spine killing me softly.
U just a look in a me eye a seduce me energy.
Everyman want fe touch you you need security.
1 a de best me ever see dem can't knock you body.
Waistline up to de time fulla petroleum jelly.
Shake you booty me catty walk de runway fe me.

CHORUS - SANTALINA
Shake! Watch the way I vibrate
Make my body gyrate
Move it like an earthquake
Follow me, watch how I
Stroll, watch how my tummy roll
Now drop and loose control
Make my body go-go
Follow me, Follow me

REPEAT CHORUS
Shake! Watch the way I vibrate
Make my body gyrate
Move it like an earthquake
Follow me, watch how I
Stroll, watch how my tummy roll
Now drop and loose control
Make my body go-go
Follow me, Follow me

Hey boo boo K.C Jockey loves you I'm saying though. Shake you body drive
me crayz sick like the flu crazy like the glue it's all about you.

Multilingual Vulgarity of the post!

As Spain will win Euro 2008 later, THE VULGARITY WILL BE IN SPANISH!

Caray! - Meaning: Damn it!
Note: This is a general expression that is always used as an expletive. Its equivalent in English would be "Oh, Fuck!" or "Oh, Shit!". Used throughout Spain and Mexico.

This post is creatively sponsored and powered by Apple's iBook...

Microsoft says: Where do you wanna go today?

Apple Says: Going to kick your ass and throw it out of the window! The window! The 7th storey window!!!

KITCHEN CONCEPTS!

2008-06-28T02:07:00.002+08:00

KITCHEN CONCEPTS!!

This post shall not be like a typical post but would be one for myself to remember that I AM crazy over kitchen concepts NOW!!!!!! For some reason I think I have a fetish with kitchen designs lately.. I was supposed to sleep early last night but i ended up with a few sticks of cigarettes, striving to find impressive kitchen design concepts.. Intriguingly, I MANAGED TO FIND SOME SPACE SAVVY AND HOMELY SORT OF KITCHENS!!!!

BELOW ARE SOME NICE PICS!!! =D =D

1)

MY FUCKING RED HOT KITCHEN!!!!

2)

Simplicity is MORE!

3)

knn this one even more simple!!!!

4)

HIGH TECH AND FUNCTIONAL!!! I LIKE!!!!

5)

Woody... SImple and Homely...

6)

BLACK AND WHITE!!!! The ultra powerful combination...

7)

Woody contemporary!!

Which is your preferred one??? LOL!!!!!

Things that is a MUST HAVE in my dream kitchen...

1) 4 Induction/flame stoves...
2) A Grill Induction Stove...
3) A Combi Oven
4) A DISHWASHER
5) A FUCKING INDUSTRIAL GRADE FRIDGE cum FREEZER with Ice dispenser compartment..
6) THE Stewarding style hosetap!!!
7) A Condiments (seasonings, herbs and spices) column!
8) 2 stainless steel pots + 1 non stick pot
9) 3 Non stick pans (Different Sizes)
10) 1 Saucepan
11) 1 saute pan
12) POWER KNIFE SET!
13) POWER CUTLERY and CHINAWARE set
14) A FUCKING POWER WINE AND DRINKS FRIDGE!
15) POWER GLASS SET!
16) ETc. ETc. ETc.!!!!!!

DANG! I think i am too crazy over food now.. LOL!!!

NUFFNANG CHALLENGE!!!

KNS THEY SAY I BLOG ABOUT APPLE CAN GET FREE iTOUCH IF STEADY!!!! LOL!!

.. and it is decided that I will blog about my beloved MacBook and iPod which a faggot STOLE in the next entry... TILL THE NEXT ENTRY!!!!

KAM SAM HA MI DA!!!!

*some korean words that i dunno wad the fuck the meaning is.... AHHHHH!!!!!

I am having a fucking cold!!!!

2008-06-24T21:53:00.020+08:00

I AM HAVING A FUCKING COLD!!!!...

For whom do the bells toll for?

- Markiess on the above picture...

THE COWS hAVE LOST THEIR BELLS!!! DAMMIT!!!

- Brother on the above mentioned bells that the cow on his favorite brand of cheese wears...

Kleo's Wedding!!!

FINALLY, KLEO GOT WED!!!! Congrats babe!!! HAHA!!

Anyways, she had her wedding at the Nyee Phoe Flower Garden (http://www.nyeephoe.com/portfolio.htm) @ Kranji Countryside which is just opposite of Sungei Buloh Wetlands Reserve!!! Given the former plant and veg lover that I know her to be, I kinda expected such a place...

THOUGH, THE PLACE WAS FREAKIN HARD AND ULU TO GET TO!!!!!

But being the sunset freak I am, HERE ARE 2 NICE PICS @ FREAKIN KRANJI!!!!

The setting of freakin Kranji!!!

The amazing backdrop of the purple sky with 2 freakin' trailers in the foreground..

..and now, SOME PICTURES OF THE PLACE AND ITS WONDERFUL SETTING!!!! (My freakin cam died halfway.. -_-"")

..Yes, That's Kleo @ the podium there in the above pic!!!

..and Yes, There were like TONS of floral decorations there and the boss of the nursery even did the decos himself!!! DAMN NICE I TELL YOU!!!!

The wedding was really awesome because not only of the location that it was in, but also because Kleo and her hubby TOGETHER with her Dad-In-Law all played songs like a live band!!! PEOPLE EVEN DANCED!!! (Well, mainly due to her hubby's relatives guests being predominantly ANG MOH! DAMN COOL LA!!!)

That was seriously cool cause they really were DAMN GOOD! Really enjoyed the Buffet a lot though.. A REAL FUSION TREAT!!! However, THERE WAS TOTALLY NO CHANCE TO TAKE PICS OF THE FOOOODDDD!!!!!

PICS WITH THE BRIDE AND ALL!!!

..Yes, I have just made a HORRENDOUS haircut thus the cap.. LOL!!!!

Boss' place!

Well, crashed over at Boss' place and joined the rest at ard 4 in the morning while listening to 4 in the morning.. LOL! Dang, His place is really NICE!!! too bad cam no batt liaoz...

Jodin, Tat, Kel and Joan were playing MAHJONG while ALAN and BOSS were snoozing the way.. woah.. tell you ah.. the drinks he has in his store courtesy of FBMA IS LIKE OMFG A LOT LA!!!!! Cartons of FIJI WATER and various other cool drinks including PEPSI just piling up!!! like damn power la!! WOOO!!!!

..and to think that the place i only a "weekend" getaway in addition to his private house within a walking distance of around 5 mins.. LOL!!!!

We went to visit Clifton after that and we were joined together with Justin, Angel and Serene!! yea.. Hmmm... really missed that guy a lot man.. Asked if we could buy his "HOUSE NUMBER" but he tell SERENE dun waste money.. HAHA!!!

Oh well.. Probably next time we shall buy that number after your approval!!! =D

Song of the Post!!

I've been wanting to post this song for quite a while now!! BUT I AM ALWAYS DISTRACTED BY MANY OTHER HITS!!!!
MANY MANY!!!!

Usher Feat. Beyonce and Young Jeezy - Love in this Club Part 2!!

(Usher Talking)
Im the king, yall know that
She the queen, came right back

(Beyonce&Usher:) Yeaaaaa Yeaaaaa

(Oh Remix!!)

(Verse 1)
Usher:
Now baby girl there aint nothin more that i can say
You know by now i want it more than anything
If i walk away and just let you leave
You'll be stuck in my head like a melody

Beyonce:
I know you want it (yea)
Im hesitating (why?)
You must be crazy
I got a man, you got a lady

Usher:
I know we here together
So this must be something special

(Hook)
Cause, you could be anywhere you wanna
But you decided to be here with me
No coincidence it was meant to be
Dont be shy gon' let ya boy get in
So you can tell all of your friends you was on the remix like

(Chorus)
In this club
In this club
(Ladies can i put this love up on you one time if you aint scared, say wussup)
In this club
In this club
(They can keep watchin, im not stoppin, baby i dont give up)
In this club
In this club
(Ladies can i put this love up on you one time if you aint scared, say wussup)
In this club
In this club
(They can keep watchin, baby i dont give up)

(Verse 2)

Baby you know i'd be down
But we cant have all these people staring standin' around
This right here is only for your eyes to see
But you getting carried away saying we can do it wherever
The way you touching me (hey)
Like no other

Usher:
Imma make you feel insane

Beyonce:
Your trying your hardest to make me give in
But imma be down to give you what you wantin' if you keep it up
I strongly doubt this velvet rope would hold me up
And i dont want security rollin' up on us (i got ya)
Im not hesitating i just dont wanna rush

(Hook)
Cause, you could be anywhere you wanna
But you decided to be here with me
No coincidence it was meant to be
A mess if i mess around and let you get in
You gon' tell all of your friends you was on this remix like

(Chorus)
In this club
In this club
(Fellas can i put this love up on you one time if you aint scared, say wussup)
In this club
In this club
(They can keep watchin, im not stoppin, baby i dont give up)
In this club
In this club
(Ladies can i put this love up on you one time if you aint scared, say wussup)
In this club
In this club
(They can keep watchin, baby i dont give up)

(Lil wayne)
Shawty want a thug, it started with a hug
And the rest went like this
I gave her neck a kissy kiss
She gave my neck a kiss back
I said we could do it like a stack
I mean we could do it like a G
On the couch in V.I.P
Shawty we can get it on
Im like shout out to the D.J
for playin' this song
Girl, we could act like two damn fools
Have everybody think we doin every dance move
Call me, so i can make it juicy for ya
Meet me in the bathroom and you could be my secret lover girl
And it started with a hug but now we makin' love in this club
And we not gonna stop just because
The people in the crowd are watching us
Cause we dont give a damn what they say, this is
Th-the remix baby!

(Bridge)
Usher:
Come a little closer let daddy put it on ya
Need you to know, what happens here stays here

Beyonce:
And im, ready and willing
Mamas got to go
But your standing at attention
Keep it on the low

Usher:
Aint nobody watching
Dont worry they cant see us
I know i got you hot now let me in

Beyonce:
You in the club or the car
Wherever you are
Run and tell the D.J
Run it back on replay (heyyy)

(Chorus)
In this club
In this club
(Fellas can i put this love up on you one time if you aint scared, say wussup)
In this club
In this club
(They can keep watchin, baby i dont give up)

Now run and tell all your friends you got it in this remix like

VIDEO OF THE POST!!!

Still in line with the Euro 2008 fever,

LOL!! THIS AD IS TOTALLY AWESOME!!!

Nike.. Just FUCKING do it..

Multilingual Vulgarity!!

..and we end the post off with the traditional Multilingual Vulgarity of the post!!

In Italian,

bagascia: Meaning bitch or whore...

TILL THE NEXT ENTRY!!!!! WOO!!!!!!

Olivia Ong..

2008-06-23T02:41:00.005+08:00

The Legendary Road...

So which road am I heading towards now..?

- Markiess on reading the map wrongly.. SHIT!!!!

Is it a road, or is it a river or a stream? Hmmm... The way of Tao will show you the way...

- Some random monk/philosopher on the above picture..

This seems like a good sleeping spot!! *BLEAHHHHH!!!!

- Some random drunk idiot on choosing a good place to spend the night at...

Singing Sensations...

Forget about America's Got Talent, X-Factor, Britain's Got Talent, American Idol, Singapore Idol, Malaysia Idol, India Idol, Kazakhstan Idol, etc.etc.etc...

Singapore already has a local talent that has blossomed into one amazing singer that has the singing capability to stand amongst the winners of those competitions...

Olivia Ong...

To prove that, here is her beautiful rendition of the song, "Sometimes When we touch" by Rod Stewart..

However, little is known about her past stint in J-pop group Mirai when she was just a mere 16 year old.. She had previously won a singing competition here in Singapore when she was just at a tender age of 15 years old.. Her beautiful voice caught the eye of even a Japanese Recording company which signed her to their label instantly! As such, she has become the ONLY Singaporean talent to expand to Japan where she picked up her trade..

This song is from an Anime that I have watched previously, Gensomaden Saiyuki.. The song is Open up your mind by her J-pop stage name..

After she has finished her "O" Levels like a typical Singaporean student, she moved over to Japan to further her studies and career as a singer.. It was there where she was first exposed to the entertainment industry..

Just a few years ago, she released her Debut local English album, "A Girl in Bossanova" which took the hearts and ears of Singaporeans by storm.. Her soulful and relaxing voice has indeed captivated most Singaporeans and her angelic looks also capturing the eyes of Singaporeans everywhere..

Now at 22, her name has become an Icon and a rising household name amongst the Young Adults of Singapore..

Indeed, SHE IS MY EYE CANDY FOR THE MOMENT!!! LOL!!!!

MINI RANT!!!

This shall be a short and sweet rant...

KNN HOLLAND LOST TO FUCKING RUSSIA AT EURO 2008!!!! TALK TO MY SPOON, MARCO VAN BASTARD!!!! SEE LA!! OVERCONFIDENCE!!! PUI!!!!

and here is a vulgarity in DUTCH!!!!

klootzak - Means son of a bitch!! Its literal meaning is "testicles"...

Pics on Kleo's Wedding and Stay over @ Boss' at next entry!!!!

So what's up with everything now?

2008-06-20T21:50:00.004+08:00

Well well well...

If I have the choice to decide which animal I could reincarnate in, it would undoubtedly be the legendary PENGUIN!!!!!

- Markiess on thoughts of reincarnation into animals...

Penguins are cute!!!!! =D =D =D

- Zhenghui on the dumb ass creature..

Where is my heart right now??

Well, I have been thinking about this issue for quite some time.. To be honest, I am kinda appalled to what direction that I wanna take from now on... I realize that I can't be as heartless as I always have been.. In order to become once again, someone with humane feelings and thoughts, I need to find something that I have always been missing in my heart..

Sentimental emotions...

Probably I have worked too long in the corporate world that I have lost all sensitive emotions.. Maybe its because of the nature of the job and the "trust only yourself to do it perfect" mentality that has already instilled into the roots of my cognitive thoughts.. In that sense, it is not a wonder to see how one can become emotionless and heartless so easily...

For fuck I have become like that?

The explanation is simple... Money.. It is something that is too important not to have in today's world.. However, after what I have experienced in the past few weeks, I have kinda regained certain humane emotions.. Emotions that have once again gave me the belief that there is so much more to life than just running the marathon to become a millionaire... In that sense, Life is really a fun challenge.. A challenge to balance these 2 elements in the best way possible.. Now comes the question, how well can I create that scenario for myself?

Well, life is all about experiences and challenges.. I wanna make it start NOW!

Video of the post...

Keeping up with the soccer fever, I NEED TO REMEMBER THE LEGENDARY JOGA BONITO CAMPAIGN!!!!

*Dang.. there has been NO interesting soccer campaigns for Euro 2008.. -_-"""

This is Brazil's style of preparing for their games with their sexy SAMBA Football!!!

Now that's what I call soccer + Teamwork... LOL!

Random Quiz...

Picked up this random quiz from a friend.. LIKE OMG!! WHY THE FUCK AM I DOING SO MANY OF THESE QUIZZES!!!
Maybe I finally can say this for the first time in 6 years... I AM FINALLY FREE!!!!!

A - Available
-Available for..?

B - Beer
- CORONA!!!

C - Crush
- Crush what?

D - Dad's Name
- Lets not start from here...

E - Easiest Person To Talk To
- Serene..

F - Favorite Band
- Coldplay!

G - Gummy Bears Or Worms?
- eh... sounds damn gay... BEARS!!! =D

H - Hometown
- Shinagawa, Tokyo, Japan...

I - Instrument
- Piano and my frying pan...

J - Job
- Too many to name.. LOL!

K - Kids
- 3... 2 gals and 1 guy...

L - Last Movie
- Game Plan @ Alan's!

M - Milk Flavor
- STRAWBERRY!!!

N - Number Of Siblings
- One 11 year old bro...

O - One Wish
- To turn back time..

P - Phobias
- Not known... Hmmm...

Q - Favorite Quote
- Life is short, JUST WHACK!

R - Reason To Smile
- If i win toto....

S - Song You Last Heard
- Love in this Club Part 2 by Usher, Beyonce and Lil Wayne!!!

T - Time You Woke Up
- Classified...

U - Unknown Fact About Me
- I AM NOT FUCKING GAY!

V - Vegetable
- YES PLEASE!!!

W - Where are u now
- Secret.... LOL!

X - X-Rays You've Had
- At least 20 i think...

Y - Your Favorite Food
- Fusion cuisine/Japanese, French, Italian, Spanish, British FOOD!!! (PS: I can't cook Chinese/South east asian food AT ALL!!!)

Z - Zodiac Sign
- Saggitarius!!

Music for the post!

This song is by someone who has taken youtube by storm.. Its quite extraordinary to see how an ordinary individual like her can become so famous overnight with the help of this online video website that millions can't live without.. Its also thanks to youtube that caught the attention of record label producers and talent scouts!

SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR!!! DUN SING AT K BOX LE LA!!! SING AT YOUTUBE LA!!!

Marie Digby - Say it Again..

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again,say it again,say it again
Say it again,say it again,say it again
Say it again,say it again,say it again

When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again

Multilingual Vulgarity!!

..and ending off this post is the traditional Multilingual vulgarity of the day!!!

Un bonjour de Marwan - A fucking hello from a dick

Missing certain stuffs...

2008-06-19T02:47:00.006+08:00

Reminiscing...

Its been too long since I have touched this instrument which could ease all of my tensions.. Too long until I have completely forgotten the tunes to the heart...

- Markiess on his desire to play the piano again...

I'll play the piano for you till my hands get wrinkled!! =D

- Markiess @ 17 years old saying this to a certain someone..

NO MUM!!! I DO NOT WANNA PLAY PIANO!!!!! THEY SAY YOUR HANDS WILL ROT IF YOU PLAY!!!!

- Markiess @ 4 years old on being forced to music school...

Happenings for the week...

Well, Its been sometime since I have logged in to really pen down what has been going on in my life... Well, with regards for the last week, needless to say.. Its simply passing out and Clifton's final goodbye... Well, have been there for a full 4 days.. Its the least that I could do for him..

Things were quite emotional throughout the whole wake.. I still do recall all of us tearing once we heard the news... Well, that was what we considered to be Part 1... Part 2 occurred when we saw him coming back home... We still could not believe it.. However, we had to accept the fact that he has since moved on...

The climax was at Mandai where the memorial service and the final journey ended... I think the amount of tears that has dropped from everyone can be like at least one full bathtub.. LOL!

We ended up at Alan's place after we came back to Sengkang... I still remembered that I was like a living dead person... Just emotionless after realizing that everything had hit me... I just could not bear with it anymore.. But somehow, once we had reached a supermarket to buy some groceries that we could cook for dinner, I became alive again.. LOL!

We had prepared roast chicken, Meatball Spaghetti, Pan fried broccoli and even a dessert!!!! The ladies (Serene, Kazumi, Angel) really relaxed and watched the Game Plan while the guys (Jodin, Kel and myself) prepared... Justin came afterwards and all of us including Alan with Boss and his UNIQUE laughter tucked ourselves into the food... Simple as it may be.. But it was the first time that we really had laughter in days... It was really the thing that we needed after all of this...

Lately, people have said, "I can't smile the same way as before..."

Well, all of us can't.. However, despite his early and unexpected departure, he would still want all of us to show out the smile that he has taught us.. I will never forget those words and I shall smile and be as cheerful in the same way that we have since year 1...

That smile, I shall never forget and I shall keep on carrying it from the bottom of my heart...

Oh yes.. I have received my SAFRA membership card and despite the clarity of my handwriting in block letters, I still get this..

Looks like the gahmen has officially changed my name to MARK LIM YU PONG!!

DAMMIT!

Music for the post

For this track I'm goin old school...

Musiq - For the Night...

Let's pretend for one night, I'm the man in your life
And we do the things that lovers do
All the loving u like
I give it to you just right
Theres nothing less than special when it comes to you
See what we have is understanding
That works so well for how we are
Cause neither of us has the heart to fall in love all over again

(Chorus)
Even though I'm not your man and I know you're not my girl
But let's just act like it's that way tonight
Now I know u got your friends and you know I got some too
But let's just act like you're my lady tonight

Now what I like about you
Is that you're always so cool and comfortable whenever I'm around
You're some one that I can talk too
No matter what I'm going through I call on you cuz I know you'll always be down
See what we have is so incredible
That we'll never find in anyone else
This thing that we share is so unbelievable
That I want you all to myself

(Chorus)
Even though I'm not your man and I know you're not my girl
But let's just act like it's that way tonight
Now I know you got your friends and you know I got some too
But let's just act like you're my lady tonight

Oh, I know that we both have our separate lives
And we don't keep ties on each other
So you can have me
So that I can hold you until the morning comes
Then we can go back to how things was before

(Chorus)
Repeat 2 xs

Tonight
Tonight
Umm dada da badum, yeah

I like it (I like it)
I love it (I love it)
It feels good to me (it feels good to me)
So good to me (so good to me)

2008-06-18T00:59:00.003+08:00

On a Lighter Note..

Having a chance to surf the net, write a story or even blog in that type of setting, would truly be inspirational.. A pen and notebook would not be as fast to capture all of the inspiration compared to the laptop and its keyboard..

- Markiess on writing his unfinished novel in that setting..

Where is the power cord to plug in the power supply for the laptop!!!

- A random Idiot who does not realize that a laptop has a limited power supply of its own..

Tag Game..

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Emotionless..

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- The ability to turn back time and stop certain things from happening with all of my power..

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
- Wedding Ritual @ Church with Doves, Wedding Dinner @ Siloso Beach with champagne and cuisine by Gordon Fuckin Ramsay, Wedding after party @ Zouk.. LOL!

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- Not really.. Just need to achieve it by the timelines that I have set..

#5. what’s your ideal lover like?
- Someone who can read my mind, understands me and is also capable of enabling meyself to do many little things for that person just to make her happy..

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Having a good combination of both.. it takes 2 hands to clap...

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- Not sure... Am still waiting..

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Just wait?

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- yeah.. Loss of a good friend, classmate, buddy...

#10. Is being tagged fun?
- If it ain't irritatin, I'm cool..

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Living in a condo, driving my Cabriolet, livin happily with my wife and my 3 kids.. O_O!

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- Friends and family..

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- Someone whom could be the best angel in the world..

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
- Single and Rich... Sorry but I am too materialistic..

.#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
- SNOOZE!

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- yup.. only for a specific one..

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- who is better overall...

#18. What type of friends do you like?
- Those that understands you well and can decipher your thoughts.. Those whom are also dependable and one that you can put your 100% trust on..

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
- Those whom are 2 faced..

Tagged by: ______________

8 people: Try to catch their blogs if possible... Ending this chain..

- Lee Kuan Yew, Lee Hsien Loong, Goh Chok Tong, SR NATHAN, Lee Hong Yi, Lee Hsien Yang, Teo Chee Hean, Vivian Balakrishnan...

LOL!

Videos of the post..

Oh my god, this will certainly light up your DAY!

PORN STAR REGISTRATION!

GAY TERRORIST!?

And this is probably the reason to why I love Because of you..

Clifton Lam - Year 1 Memories..

2008-06-17T19:03:00.006+08:00

All of these memories.. It will stay with me forever.. I'll bring them with me whenever I visit you..

I seriously miss the times of Familyhood..

To the angels up above,

Please take good care of Datok Lam as he makes his journey up there to join you guys with his basketball and his pilot wings.. Please do also feed him regularly with food without chili (Tomato Ketchup preferred) as he also cant take spicy food!

You guys have gained a wonderful companion to delight many others down here.. Let his cheerfulness and crapiness delight the many others here as they have delighted us.. Let him also be a wonderful individual to light up the many sorrows in the minds of those whom are depressed, lost and need a shoulder to cry on and to lean on.. His formerly fat but now muscular shoulders are more than good enough for all whom need them.. Let this world be a better place with Clifton's help.. Let him delight the many of those whom are in deep suffering so that all could have a more optimistic outlook and in turn, make the world a happier place without fighting, violence and with co-operation and peace.. as his approach always is..

Take care Clifton.. You've been missed by all 400+ people / 8 full buses of us whom have our lives touched and inspired by you.. You have definitely left more than a footprint in our hearts.. June 11th will always be the day that we will visit you @ Mandai..

Thank you Clifton..

Missing you,
Mark..